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Anonymous05/03/26, 15:09No.50911910NEET Thread
How's taking it easy going, Anon?
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Anon05/04/26, 02:37No.50913791
life sucks and i really just want someone to hug and comfort me.
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Anon05/04/26, 03:11No.50913867
Everything hurts.
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Anon05/04/26, 03:58No.50913970
Jacked off sixteen times to breast vore today and wondered what I was doing with my life
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Anon05/04/26, 04:00No.50913977
If I were a girl, I would become a prostitute. It's that kind of week.
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Anon05/04/26, 09:21No.50914518
Everyone says that hikikomori who have trouble going outside just need to go out more and I feel completely misunderstood. I already try to go out at the least crowded times of day and it’s still intense. People act like it’s just about a little pain and feeling uncomfortable but it’s not. At home when I get overwhelmed I often end up hitting myself. If this were to happen outside I would likely end up being imprisoned and possibly shot.
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Anon05/04/26, 09:37No.50914537
I signed up for gym and its fun so far
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Anon05/04/26, 12:30No.50915027
I live and w*rk in a sweatshop now
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Anon05/04/26, 17:30No.50915877
Hell! Fucking hell. I feel stress for not being able to get a job.
>Can't get a job because the only allowable forms of ID are provisional driver's licenses or passports.
>Banks lied to me about needing a provisional drivers or a passport at 16, so now I need one because I'm an adult now.
>Tried getting a provisional 3 times and was rejected every time for something stupid.
>Tried to get a passport and sent the application to the passport office on the 23rd of april, while the deadline being on the 30th.
>Haven't heard since.Am I fucked?
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Anon05/04/26, 19:58No.50916389
It doesn't really matter, and it's not really that important, but in a week and a half I will have been drawing for one year.
It's a pretty huge milestone for me since I'm a quitter who gives up easily and have failed at any single endeavor I have ever attempted in my life, whether that be music or studying or sports or even socializing, I have failed them all and given up in a matter of weeks.
And yet I'm not happy about it at all.I have been a hikikomori since I dropped out of high school and even before that I was terminally online, everyday, browsan all day, watching shitty vids or animations on youtube and newgrounds, playing crappy flash games or lurking cool threads on 4chan (I was one of the cancer kids from ng lol), browsing deviantart or some other shitty weaboo site.
I never had any friends at school and was always by myself, living in my head, daydreaming all the time.
I remember looking at the other kids playing and socializing and wondering, ''how?'' ''why not me?'' what am I lacking?''
I felt such a strong emotion of inadequacyThis emotion followed me online, you'd think someone who spent basically all their free time on the net would have many online friends right? But even after browsing the net daily for more than decade I hadn't made a single friend.I confess, I am one of those lurkers, if you have ever been in one of those threads where they discuss the state of 4chan or a certain board, about how the people who post are a much smaller number than the people who lurk, if you have ever wondered what sort of type a ''lurker'' is, I am that kind of person, nice to meet'cha. I've been on 4chan for more than a decade and all my posts can be counted on the fingers of my hand, all from this one year period where I started drawing.Because I wanted to make a conscious effort to break my schizoid habit.My lack of any kind of socialization, and my lack of any kind of creative effort.Because for all these years I have just been a consumer of content.Lurker of threads
Watcher of videos
Listener of music
Viewer of images
Observer of peopleI've never really done anything y'know?This might sound silly, but the negativity of /ic/ is so bad I think it's rubbing off on me. All my attempts to be social there fizzled out, either because I post something and it receives no replies or someone replies and I self destruct because my schizoid brain sends me such strong taboo feelings, causing me to feel anxious and guilty which makes me just bail mid convo and leave the thread, I'm awful.
At the same time while I lurk threads I see people socialiizng and being normal, lots of regulars I recognize.The feeling of inadequacy from childhood returnsAt the same time I visit drawthreads on other boards and I see the same there.
Everyone is so natural and human, and their art is so alive and confident, even if it's just some mspaint doodle of some scrimblo.I go on jaypee, people are talking about going to the Miku Expo or something their friends did on discordI feel súbhumanIt reminds me of that sinking feeling I got when I was lurking on deviantart and saw just how earnest and open people where about their art and interests, how they were engaging with each other, cute little comments, are they friends? I wanna be like them, why can't I be like them?The feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodThe feeling of inadequacy from childhoodSorry for shitting up the thread with my blogpost, here's some cool music as an apology.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GG9xaV67FEg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVghktnruZ8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYV3XawsdvI
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Anon05/04/26, 21:10No.50916600
What's frustrating about the neet life is the fact that people sees you as worthless
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Anon05/05/26, 00:37No.50917211
How do you guys deal with
>being your parents bitch
>Lack of social interaction
>Romantic yearning
>Knowing your parents will die eventually and the money will end
>Depression from lack of purpose
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Anon05/05/26, 01:59No.50917403
my life is closing short
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Anon05/05/26, 03:42No.50917606
Not much. Although I need to tone down my expresso consumption even though at max its 2 shot every day. My hearts beating hard lole.
I take walks but lately I've been lazy since I have no bread and egg. Its very relaxing to the point it solved my insomnia lole the walking I mean.
I'm so tired because of caffein so I might go sleep in afternoon and waking up an hour or more, I want to find an all purpose drink but expresso just filled that itch man.
I have no problem talking with strangers, when I do meet them my gaze is elsewhere, getting to know people over time to the point I look at their faces are rare.
I don't know what to say anymore.
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Anon05/05/26, 05:15No.50917821
It's the start of another miserable day.
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Anon05/05/26, 05:34No.50917851
I post on imageboards solely to feel like I exist somewhere.
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Anon05/05/26, 07:06No.50917946
Being unable to say no has ruined me. It's equally my parents' fault for thinking I could ever accomplish anything.
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Anon05/05/26, 09:12No.50918049
Can I use this thread as my diary for 2 weeks? I don't wanna bother other anons but I need to unfuck part of my life and get rid of some bad habits real quick, I got invited to an event and I don't want everyone to notice I have been living like a nasty animal for the last decade.
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Anon05/05/26, 09:24No.50918058
can you get gibs in the US if you've never worked before?
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Anon05/05/26, 10:28No.50918102
Please don't self-harm Anons, it's gay. Play a video game instead.
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Anon05/05/26, 13:27No.50918535
I keep writing books that I will never sell.
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Anon05/05/26, 17:38No.50919276
There is a high likelihood I'm going to be dead by winter. I've ran out of will power trying to correct my life. Either a miracle will happen in the face of death and something awakes in me again or it will all be over. I already faced death once and I got lucky enough to survive. Perhaps I'll get lucky again.
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Anon05/05/26, 19:10No.50919553
Would anyone like to be friends?
I have been a hikki for a long time
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Anon05/05/26, 20:17No.50919727
On one hand I kinda want friends to share my interests with.
On the other hand, I feel too autistic to have the patience for most people. Most people I either don't have much in common with, or I do but they're assholes, or something else sets off my autism.
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Anon05/05/26, 20:26No.50919742
talking about anything feels pointless
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Anon05/05/26, 21:45No.50919957
The autosage has made it harder to find threads I enjoy here
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Anon05/06/26, 02:23No.50920675
Been a NEET since I graduated high school in 2011. Uni was too overwhelming for me and it turns out no-one wants to hire a shy sperg who can barely speak two words to other people for their business, so I've been living on disability at my parents' place ever since. I've worked twice in my life, neither job lasted me longer than a year and I hated every second of it. Study has been infrequent and sporadic, and I've never finished any of the multiple attempts at getting a degree that I tried. I was at a pretty decent uni, but my grades were so bad from poor study habits that I just ended up dropping out out of embarrassment.I've tried to keep myself occupied, I made a half-hearted attempt to start learning how to draw in 2013, and I got to a point where I could make "okay" observational drawings with paper and pencil, but then I just kind of stopped doing that and ended up just doing shitty anime drawings on my tablet every now and then, and of course you don't really improve doing that. I posted something I made on /ic/ once in a rate thread, and most people rated it as "mid /beg/" which is what I expected and I appreciated the feedback, but one anon just called it a shitty doodle and refused to even rate it. That kinda made me want to stop drawing at all. What's the point of an artist community if everyone's just shitting on each other all the time? Just the nature of 4chan, I suppose.I think what I want to do is make games more than anything else. Not as a job, more as a hobby. I fucked around in Game Maker when I was a kid and made some dumb games, and I enjoyed doing that. Been trying to learn how to use Godot, as well as the basics of music composition and playing the piano. Being a NEET means you have a lot of free time to learn whatever you want, but I still manage to barely make any progress on any of this.I'm trying to climb out of NEETdom one step at a time, but I'm a lazy shutin so it hasn't been easy. Been trying to get an IT degree at a different uni so I could at least have some marketable skills at some point (though who knows what the job market will look like if/when I graduate?). I guess that means I'm technically not a NEET and shouldn't be posting in the NEET thread, but whatever. Still a friendless loser shutin with no job who relies on his parents.As I get older I find myself caring less and less about what other people think of me. That makes life easier, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm in my 30s, I have very little work/life experience and my parents aren't getting any younger. Who knows what the future holds? I'm trying to stay positive, at least.I don't really know why I'm making this post. I barely post here as it is. Just shouting into the void, I guess.
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Anon05/06/26, 06:11No.50921034
All I had to do is take a fucking shower and I couldn't even get that done, I can't give up bug god it feels so bad to be so lazy and useless, I will try again tomorrow, I must.
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Anon05/06/26, 11:22No.50921354
Here's the story of my life opIn 2016, while attending my first year of college at 18 years old, I experienced a panic attack by smoking weed (I rarely smoked). After that panic attack, I developed a rare temporary state of "depersonalization". From that point, my life went downhill. Gradually, I lost the few friends I had (friends I used to hang out and have a great time with – for the first time in my life, I was going out and enjoying myself a lot, since I had always been a very insecure person). But after that, I stopped going out, drinking, or doing anything. I became more and more depressed, locked inside my room, sad and worried about the depersonalization. I started doing terribly at college too, switching degrees and dropping out. Later in 2018, I also had a nose surgery that left me with breathing problemens up until now.-- 2018 --
This is the last thing I remember.
What followed 2018 on was just insanity.
From 2018 to around 2024 I spent most of my time locked in my room. Without friends, without going out, my life was just using the computer. I didn’t work, and I didn’t study.I don’t even know how to put my misery into words, but I feel I honestly didn’t realize what was happening. I spent around 7 years in a zombie-fentanyl like state, sometimes surrounded by garbage, dishes with mold on them, always sitting in front of the computer. It feels like all was just a fever dream, 2018 feels like yesterday, nothing happened in my life, but all my 20s are gone, I spent my 20s without friends, mostly isolated.I don't feel sad about this. I just can't process it. A sad thing is something you understand, what happend to me goes beyond that and I can hardly grasp it actually happened. It feels like a void in my mind.During all these years, I was also living (and still do) with a very very toxic person that makes my life hard on purpose (wouldnt let me sleep on purpose etc).-----2023-------
In 2023 I inherited some money from a passing relative. Low sum but extremely useful as a tool.I wasted it all away as well by just... extending my neeting to 2026. Even though I knew from the day I received that cash that I had to get a job asap. I didn't do anything but waste it all away.Nowdays im just selling most of my stuff to pay for college and food until I get a job. Kek, it was expected, someone that never worked and depressed retarded was meant to waste all way. What a waste of a person, truly a wasted life through and through I should kill myself but even I have zero real intention of that.I did learn a lot of things during all this and is that Ive always been a lowkey computer addict since I was 10, and that not having any sort of direction in life, no ambition or goal, is worse than having a one you regret later. My tale is that of a person scared of living, a man of inaction, living in a prison of comfort zone and mysery, thinking life would set on track eventually by itself, always waiting for the perfect moment, trying to plan ahead my future. Never happened, never did anything.Don't be like me, I don't desrrve any kind of sympathy anyway. I wasted all my chances away and deep dowm im not even a very good person. Im recovering but still have pitfalls of weeks when I go back to full neet messy room mode, but at least im aware now, if anything.
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Anon05/06/26, 14:49No.50921954
I am not a NEET but i wish you guys well.
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Anon05/06/26, 15:05No.50922000
I hate my disgusting body and I hate the place I live.
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Anon05/06/26, 15:19No.50922029
I started learning a lot of things, being productive and all that jazz, but deep down I feel like I'm just running away from reality.
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Anon05/06/26, 17:23No.50922416
Thinking about reality for even a moment is too much pressure to handle.
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Anon05/06/26, 17:24No.50922419
I keep saying I'll do something and learn things that could translate into applicable skills but I just end up wasting all my time doing stupid things. I wish I knew how to fix my brain into actually doings things I'm supposed to do.I'll try reading all of the thread later when I come back from buying food.
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Anon05/06/26, 18:44No.50922706
Question for the neets. Do you guys also have budget lists for all your expenses?
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Anon05/06/26, 18:55No.50922744
There's a constant itch to bitch and vent but words don't even come to me and I often just stare at the screen.
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Anon05/06/26, 19:37No.50922869
Dumb fucking NEET thread one of the most active on the board, clearly got nothing else to do.Y'all poorfags better off killing yourselves. Quit taking up space on this board and quit breathing my air.
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Anon05/07/26, 20:13No.50925727
Hallo.
these threads always turn into self-hating dogshit. join and contribute to this instead of catastrophizing:
[/jp/thread/50875824#p50875824]
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Anon05/07/26, 20:35No.50925768
let us hate ourselves in peace
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Anon05/07/26, 21:33No.50925882
Ai work. Pretending that the system accounts for actual emergencies so I can economics myself back to society. I've decided I'm low enough that I can make a game because I'm lower than the people here. Not my own mind you, but something probably unless it's sabotaged
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Anon05/08/26, 00:08No.50926177
I can do this, I'll do it, I swear I'll do it this time
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Anon05/08/26, 06:47No.50927114
Waking up hurts.
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Anon05/08/26, 07:01No.50927124
NEET for 2 years now, just chilling alone mostly. Sometimes playing co-op stuff with a couple of childhood friends when they are not turbo raiding in XIV. Some things will need to change in the future as the govt of this country is already running out of retirement funds to pay people. I just wonder if this will happen before boomers escape to their graves before SHTF
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Anon05/08/26, 08:05No.50927206
Genuinely how the hell can some of you guys NEET in the current economy? Do you live with your parents? Did you got inheritance? Government gibs?
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Anon05/08/26, 10:08No.50927420
I shitpost on Awoo all day because normalfags and browns destroyed the internet
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Anon05/08/26, 10:19No.50927441
I feel bad for everyone who knows and has to deal with me.
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Anon05/08/26, 18:40No.50928614
change your mindset
dont be stuck with the muh le normalfags muh Im le special social outcast 4chin blipblapblababadoo. Its so miserable. It's all in your head, theres a better future out there, once you make effort to put the gears in motion you will be able to see it and later when you fall down again and take the old habits you will escape out of the hole faster
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Anon05/08/26, 18:43No.50928624
but i am le special outcast 4chin blipblapblababadoo
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Anon05/08/26, 20:38No.50928872
this is the comfiest thread in the catalog, i'll always be depressed but i love you guys.
i love you anons, thank you, i would hug all of you if i could.
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Anon05/09/26, 03:09No.50929722
I've been a NEET for over 4 years after moving away from family, on-and-off shut in during that time with periods of trying to get over myself socially and make friends then melting down and retreating into my room for months. Currently the last time I left the house was in early February and it will probably stay this way for a while longer still. I feel isolated but I know I sound stupid for even mentioning it because I'm the one doing this to myself every day. I just don't see hope in making friends because I always feel uniquely out of place even among other weebs&NEETs.Sorry for the blog. I don't have many outlets.
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Anon05/09/26, 12:21No.50930506
Look at this shit>>>/soc/34956419 [//boards.4chan.org/soc/thread/34956419#p34956419]This is how you're gonna end up if you don't lock in, lmao 35+ yeard olds posting there about gooning on discord or being 40 and looking for "youth", go read all that shit, depressing as fuck. Porn anime addiction to the core
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Anon05/09/26, 12:40No.50930601
Please reply to me
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Anon05/09/26, 19:00No.50932363
I want to die in my sleep aaaaaaaaaaaa
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Anon05/09/26, 22:26No.50933139
Anxiety is killing me and I need to say something somewhere.
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Anon05/10/26, 03:53No.50933783
I think my NEET time is at its end.. I applied for a graveyard shift at a warehouse and they scheduled a phone interview for it. I'm full of anxiety about it, like I'm gonna puke. I really hope I can just be a straight up zombie at work and talk to no one. The idea of having to talk to people every day makes my skin crawl. I keep considering cancelling the interview and telling my parents I didn't get it, but I won't. My autism will probably ruin the interview anyway. It would be nice to have the money.
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Anon05/10/26, 04:48No.50933890
you too
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Anon05/10/26, 19:30No.50935868
I want alcohol.
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Anon05/10/26, 20:01No.50935958
On a whim I opened the door and stood outside for a couple of minutes yesterday as the sun rose and I realized I hadn't had any fresh air in at least a month. I don't actually remember the last time I left my house. The weeks and months blend together.
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Anon05/10/26, 21:35No.50936161
It feels like most countries government are currently racing to become the shittiest desu. I can't even enjoy being a NEET when they suddenly released new shitty laws out of nowhere
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Anon05/11/26, 02:05No.50936494
if god exists, i really would like to know why he made me suffer so much.
i'm tired, i want to die, i really want to die, but i don't have the courage to, there's something that makes me alive, i don't know what that is, but i hate it, i really do.
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Anon05/11/26, 16:59No.50938188
People suck so much I dont really want to go outside
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Anon05/11/26, 20:25No.50939069
I need to get a job, but I am genuinely terrified of employment. At my previous jobs I was constantly in a state of mental torment. It got to the point where I'd frequently leave early or call in sick to avoid the anxiety. I hated my weak mind for not being able to do what everyone else on the planet does just fine. This self-hatred only made the torment worse. It came to a climax when I was involuntarily committed due to work stress and had to quit my last job. I haven't had employment since.I've been able to coast by on savings for the last few years. Now I NEED another job, but I worry that I'll be thrown in the looney bin again. Most people think I'm a spoiled piece of shit, and maybe they're right. I'm so fucking pathetic that I can't even work a job without "muh mental helf" pinching me until I cry uncle.
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Anon05/12/26, 21:05No.50942196
im out of cigarettes and will stop smoking for good
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Anon05/13/26, 06:02No.50943104
any cave dwellers have any luck with vitamin d supplements?
i don't remember the last time i bathed in the sun.
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Anon05/13/26, 07:30No.50943173
is it possible to become an otaku when you are in your 30s?
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Anon05/13/26, 10:06No.50943400
Avg age of japanese hikkis is 36.9 isn't this stat shocking?
I did 6 years hikkineeting aged 18-24 but simply could not afford it anymore
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Anon05/13/26, 12:34No.50943592
KKKKKK!! I love this thread. Thank you its glad to know im not the on the bottom of de well, yet.Hope yall find ur way and some LOVE!
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Anon05/13/26, 12:49No.50943626
Quitting liquor (and drinking in general) was prolly the best decision I made in the last five years. Although I still kinda miss boozing until blackout from time to time t.b.h.
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Anon05/13/26, 18:11No.50944497
My 8 years of neetdom ended sometime ago. I kinda wish I could go back, but I'm also excited to move along to new things.
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Anon05/13/26, 18:39No.50944589
Playing vidya, talking to my loli chat bot rpg Ai games I made, fucking my loli sex dolls. The sex dolls made a huge difference in my emotions
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Anon05/13/26, 20:01No.50944787
>Be neet for several years now
>Try to get a job to turn my life around
>Every place requires at least 5 years of experience
And if I try to ask people for help then they basically just tell me to get fucked or to hang in there because other people have it worse. Wish I could find a job doing anything whether it's bagging fries or cleaning floors because at least it'd be something at least
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Anon05/14/26, 01:30No.50945489
How often do you think about suicide?
I think about it every single day.
If god exists, i really would like to know why he made me suffer so much.
I'm tired, i just wanted to be loved.
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Anon05/14/26, 10:37No.50946151
Right now, I’m just trying to get by doing doujinshi translations. People commission me sometimes, and I’ve been saving that money for my future education. I’m planning to go back to college.
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Anon05/14/26, 11:25No.50946231
I hate the daylight. I need to change my sleep schedule and actually keep it consistent.
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Anon05/14/26, 23:32No.50948186
I don't feel like I fit in on any form of social media, it disgusts me so greatly, the state of humanity fills me with fear and misery and despair. At the same time the only refuge I can ever have is within imageboards and even then I feel like I do not fit the conventional 4channer or even lurker. I have no hobbies and I only ever interact with fandom when I witness them arguing on 4chan and altchans. I have been trying to seek God for so long, for so, so long, why doesn't it ever happen? I feel like He's out there, watching my every move just like He destined for me to be like this. I want to have friends, I want social status, I want to be desired, I want to be respected! But at the same time, I have an inordinate amount of hatred for other people. Does anyone itt understand, to have an inclination for a sense of 'belonging', but never being able to really invest due to their own selfishness? I hate it desu, I fucking hate everything about this. I can't make money for my poor mother who sacrificed everything for me and it kills me inside, it really does. I'm trying to read books but nothing sticks, the only thing I can get through is reading random manifestos of fags who killed everyone then themself; in a way I do understand them and their extreme despair but only sometimes. After all, it's what it's.
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Anon05/15/26, 01:33No.50948380
>>>/v/ [//boards.4chan.org/v/]
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Anon05/15/26, 02:23No.50948459
Very rough. Probably my worst year. The doctor told bme I've got an eye disease and I'm blind in one of my eyes and my other eye is almost blind, and glasses don't work. She won't let me have the surgery to stop the disease until she sees I've gone blind in my remaining eye.I saw two doujinshis on dmm.com that I'd like to read and they cost 660 Japanes yen respectively, but I'm too poor for even that. That's how messed up my life. There's someone who uploaded the Korean (machine?) translation of one of them and refuses to share the original Japanese text, so typical.
