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Anonymous10/25/26, 05:32No.35032875Extreme post-nut shame
I'm into a few weird/taboo fetishes, some of them degrading but nothing too insane (like bnwo ew). I jerk off a few times a week, and that's all it ever is, jerking off. I don't have any sex toys, no goon station setup. The most I've done is tried sounding with my finger and I ordered a chastity cage a few years ago to experiment with. I'd never go out and hook up with someone, even tho some of the content I like is centered around such.
Even so, immediately after finishing I feel extremely ashamed of myself, like I just did the worst, most horrific thing ever. I have OCD about it too, to where it feels every time I do this I'm messing my whole life up, or even I've tainted my soul and am now a golem confined to the material plane.
Is there any way to get a "happy" middle ground? I've tried quitting porn entirely, that just makes it 20x worse whenever I do jerk off again.
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Anon10/25/26, 06:47No.35032976
Yeah. Once with someone the rest goes away. It's a placeholder and really means nothing
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Anon10/25/26, 07:47No.35033123
I had a porn addiction for 7 years, when I was 12 all the way until I was 19. I’m 23 now. It was very mild vanilla stuff at first, until my junior year of high school I got into interracial porn and it was just a total slippery slope from there. I noticed my sanity and morals start to aggressively slip, noticed myself diving into more radical and disgusting genres like cuckold and sissy hypno. I’m white, and having a bleached fetish for every race of women other than white only made it worse. Having an Asian girlfriend made it worse. But whatever happened with me and porn, I always remained heterosexual and never bought any shameful paraphernalia like chastity cages or poppers or black dildoes or that fag shit.The only thing that can get you to truly stop the addiction is to become completely disgusted by how unnatural and forced the interracial stuff is in this world. It is 100%, without a doubt, a psyop pushed by Jewish elites as a way to confuse and demoralize white men.Here’s the undeniable truth:
“Big black cock” doesn’t exist. They hire only the most tattooed and thug looking niggers with the most ridiculous, disproportionately sized dicks to skew your perception of the average size, and once you are off porn for a few months you will see how fucking stupid the porn and the fetish really is. All of the white pornstars you see in these videos are on some heavy dose of drug or painkiller because 10 inch dicks slamming into their cervix is extremely painful and causes bleeding/infections when the camera is off. They’re actors. It’s their job to look like they’re loving it but when they go home they can barely walk and are covered in bruises and dried blood. The film crew have special equipment to make the niggers look bigger and the women look smaller. They purposely darken the black man’s skin and lighten the white womens skin/make their blue eyes even bluer because the contrast is part of what keeps addicts coming back.
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Anon10/25/26, 07:48No.35033125
I’m gonna assume you’re in America. Once you snap out of it and get back into the real world, you’ll realize that most white women do not actually like black men, they don’t like black culture, and they don’t want anything to do with black people. Black men have the lowest responses on online dating websites. They have the highest rates of poverty. Highest rates of divorce. On average they’re more dumb, violent, erratic, and antisocial than other races. They have to form gangs and kill eachother because they’re inherently tribalistic. These stereotypes did not just appear, they were earned. Social media has been showing you a disproportionate amount of interracial relationships and commercials. This is brainwashing. The Jews that influence social media algorithms and advertising know EXACTLY what they’re doing. Not to mention the rise in popularity with rap/hip hop, using black slang and mannerisms in memes and internet culture, and the ridiculous clothing, all pushed by Jews. For Gen Z and Gen Alpha who are growing up on the phones, they don’t know any better, so they see this shit on their feed and think it’s normal and how the world works, and their friends and family that watch the same scrolling algorithms will act the exact same way and influence eachother like a hive mind.Get off the internet for a few days and take a breath dude. If you think of jerking off do some pushups or take a cold shower. Stop subconsciously playing with your dick when you’re bored, don’t go to porn 4chan boards, delete any porn on your computer or phone you have saved, unfollow any provocative social media accounts. Social media is cancer, porn is poison, the vast majority of people are stupid and impressionable, and you absolutely can live above this widespread societal corruption.
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Anon10/25/26, 10:49No.35033377
>bnwo ew
black new world order eventually wins?