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Anonymous09/09/26, 01:48No.34905265
where do i start... well i guess as far as i can remember would be a good idea.
parents borderline neglected me, father worked a job that he says he loved, but he was gone for 12+ hours a day, and mentally absent the few hours he was home.
mother just yelled at me to do my schoolwork, never helped. got to the point where i couldnt understand what was in front of me and she would just yell. homeschooled if your wondering.
even after this i tried to be a good son... but due to life and where i live my parents were never able to get me by GED or driver's license until i was 21. so i was stuck with nothing from 16-21. still call myself 16 at times... dosent help that my own mother has said quote: "we would have kicked you out already if you wernt our only son"
wasnt allowed to do much that i wanted to. wanted to be a youtuber, was told "after your GED" "after you turn 18" "not in my house!" years later i wanted to try and be a manager "you dont have the experience to be a manager"
over the past 2-3 years me and my parents have been arguing, they never listen. mother forces me to try something she wants for me, i either dont want to do it and get yelled at, called lazy, forced to do it anyways, or we get into a argument that im the problem. well it peaked today. (1/?)
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Anon09/09/26, 01:49No.34905267
i really dont want to do the classes i was forced into this time, and my mother after yelling at me for weeks to do them, and even forcing me to take the earlier classes rather then the ones next year that would let me build up some cash for myself. she asked if i wanted to do these classes 2 weeks into them... i just walked away. i either tell the truth and get yelled at or lie... i hate lying. I. HATE. LYING. even though ive lied so much, just to get them to leave me alone, to tell them what they want to hear, but if i lie now im stuck doing something i hate, if i tell the truth i just get yelled at. its a fucking no-win!and it peeked today. didnt do something my father wanted me to do for the classes, so he nearly beat down my door, i had my knife in-hand, i was positive he was going to try and hit me this time. he didnt, but that means nothing now, i was given a ultimatum: finish the classes, or go back to working full-time but get kicked out at the end of the month. so im fucked either way. do something i hate, or be homeless.im going to try to appeal to my mother tomorrow to at least get the car ive been using. if i cant get that... there is a third option that i really dont want to go down, but im at the end of my rope. i just wanted to be left alone, i was ok with being a nobody, i would rather have peace then success at this point... (2/3)
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Anon09/09/26, 01:50No.34905268
ive been spending money on stuff ive wanted for a while and was finally going to start getting my finances in order, i even told my mother this the day she got the call the earlier classes had a open spot. thats why i dont have a vehicle yet. that and my parents never taught me how to register, get insurance, pay taxes. etc.so... anyone know anything that could help? im going to fail these classes, no matter how much effort i put in so at the best i could go to the end of the year pretending im doing ok... but my parents are going to call me into the living room to talk about the classes every damn day, so i likely cant fake that...
i really dont know what to do...pardon the reddit spacing, i tried to post there first but not even half of this fits there.
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Anon09/09/26, 01:52No.34905271
Homeschooled with that spelling!
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Anon09/09/26, 02:01No.34905281
try smoking crack and do rape