gioyc get it off your chest - /adv/

Anonymous09/07/26, 20:26No.34901465GIOYC – Get It Off Your Chest

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Anon09/07/26, 20:39No.34901511

nigger thread xd

Anon09/07/26, 20:45No.34901536

I hate talking to people And I hate people

Anon09/07/26, 21:03No.34901611

I think it is fucking with my health My stomach my hair and now my itchy elbow I think there's something building up My doctor is going to tell me the same thing "it might be stress" I just fucking know it but how do I even stop it

Anon09/07/26, 21:10No.34901634

Why the hell do I have to still miss you sometimes

Anon09/07/26, 21:12No.34901642

Now that you know of my political views and what I think of most of your friends and their parents there is no coming back for me https://youtube.com/shorts/JQ1lSuoLvok

Anon09/07/26, 21:34No.34901722

Why the fuck am I not texting her, am I so dead afraid?

Anon09/07/26, 21:43No.34901743

sieg im osten

Anon09/07/26, 22:00No.34901794

I'm doing better, and yet I find myself feeling fond for what we had. Deep down, I must have love you.

Anon09/07/26, 22:04No.34901807

I FUCKING HATE WOMENITS OVERBEAT YOU TO IT BITCH

Anon09/07/26, 22:28No.34901879

I hate this feeling so damn much. This girl who had been talking to me for months just can't stop talking about her recently new boyfriend. Always got to be about her and him. Hate it. I have no ill will towards their relationship and hope that it works out. But I just hate it knowing I fucked up. I should have asked her to give me a chance. Now I suffer the consequences. Being so bitter and emotionally overloaded for not making the correct moves. I thought I could just cry about it but I can't burst into tears. Nothing comes out.Just bothers me when I didn't really talk to many people, then we started talking. But I'm too fucked up to know what I should have said, what I could have done. Hate having such a genuine connection with someone and finding someone that I can feel safe around, only to be stung pretty bad all because she goes and finds another guy that she has at her house and all the rest. Yeah I'm bitter that I didn't get to do stuff with her, anyone in my circumstances would have felt that. Just what am I supposed to do? I can't exactly wish for a breakup. And even then, would I really still want her after she was fucking some other dude for a few months? I wish she had just asked if I was up for any of that. But women apparently don't ask men any more? I got my hopes up all to get disappointed. I fucking hate it so much. I'm tired of being the sore loser that always walks out fucking empty handed. I get it, there's other women out there, but I have barely talked to people for so long. This was a chance find, someone my age too, I seriously thought that I could have had a future with this girl, but it wasn't to be.

Anon09/07/26, 23:04No.34901953

I am so sick of you dating the bottom of the barrel. Who the fuck dates retarded guys who shit their pants? The new one is inbred, in case you can't tell from his absolute crater face and moonman chin. So no, I don't approve. I'll never approve. It's hard just to look at him. I'll estrange you from my branch of the family and my kids will be raised calling yours 'the half-breeds'. You know how I feel about race mixing, and yes, I feel that way even about my sister. You love a foreign person so much, go to his 3rd world shithole to be absorbed into their people, culture, and values. He's low IQ. There's nothing to talk about with him. And he doesn't seem into you. You're just a sugar mommy giving him food and pussy while he floats through college. I understand if you're horny, but you're like an easy 9/10 (before they catch on you're fucking batshit anyway); you could easily go bag some himbo if you just want a fuckboy. You don't need some inbred 3/10 muslim guy who's looking for a green card. Hell, even just buy some sex toys, we won't shame you and it's more manageable than worrying about what 70IQ brownoid pet you've brought back to your apartment this month. And I know he's got a tiny pp. Don't tell me it's average, because honey it ain't lmfao you're better at measuring than that. I'm honestly embarrassed for him. PS I'm still laughing that he ate pork like the retard he is. Yes, it was ordered on purpose lmfao.

Anon09/07/26, 23:25No.34901998

I guess what we had is never coming back after all

Anon09/07/26, 23:36No.34902014

There is nothing on this earth that I hate more than your friends

Anon09/08/26, 00:38No.34902166

im almost 33 and i drink a ton of alcohol and i still get hours long boners for no reason but i can't find a single hot white girl in nyc who wants to touch my penis

Anon09/08/26, 00:40No.34902168

Had a wet dream of us meeting up after all these years, finally slipping inside of her, seeing what fucked up things still turned her on Her taking nudes of herself, showing off her 4ft11 body, her tiny ginger bush, playing around with the web cam to show a close up of her pussy, calling herself a loli and seeing just how far her twisted mind would want to go. A - you were the love of my life, I would have loved to absolutely ruin you.

Anon09/08/26, 01:09No.34902222

My mom is treating as though it is abnormal for her to be interested in attractive men during her childhood. I'm over here wishing she wouldn't worry so much about it understanding it is completely normal even though a girl got onto her about it.

Anon09/08/26, 01:21No.34902252

I don't care if someone is a pervert, sadist or a masochist. I don't think it's important outside of a sexual relationship. Relationship definitions should be agreed upon.

Anon09/08/26, 01:25No.34902266

Hey A like why tf did you ghost me after saying all those sweet things to me? I thought we were close but I should have known you were trouble. I guess the meetup is cancelled since I'm blocked on everything now. I really want to strangle you right now.

Anon09/08/26, 01:31No.34902285

I didn’t know there was a meetup planned. If you are my fren please let me know if should drop the discord again. I tried adding yours but it won’t work.

Anon09/08/26, 02:29No.34902412

I want to die. My life is a joke

Anon09/08/26, 02:33No.34902424

I sleepy now frens. Nighty-night.

Anon09/08/26, 03:01No.34902475

In 5th grade I had an asian classmate who had really bad anger issues. I mean clenching his fists and clenching his teeth whenever he was mad. I made one-page comics about him in everyday situations and my friends thought it was hilarious.

Anon09/08/26, 03:07No.34902492

I think I pacified a restless spirit.I have no where else to say this because people would say I'm crazy (I suppose i could go to /x/ but it's not exactly exciting) but I really want to talk about it. I converted to Shintoism about a year and a half ago and I practiced Obon for the first time this year. Obon is a holiday in which you invite the spirits of your ancestors into your home, celebrate them and let them leave. So I did this and one of my offering vessels (the one for the sake) shattered when I dropped it. I didn't think much of it and just did the best I could with what I had then ordered a new set from a certified shrine. The weeks after were plagued with misery. Everything in my life grew worse from my mental health to my physical to my circumstances and when I received the new offering set, the exact same vessel arrived shattered inside of it. So, I took my norito booklet because I remember scoffing about a prayer to drive away a restless spirit and prayed, closing with that prayer. I was feeling tired at the time and the second I finished the prayer, I felt my energy spike (in a good way) and i felt like things just got less heavy. It was a sweet prayer too. The translation is basically just telling the spirit to head back to the mountains and rivers because it will be comfortable and at ease there and that you want to help it, not smite it. You usher it out gently, not forcefully.I have never been the superstitious sort until that prayer. Never felt anything like it. I waited a week before talking about because i figured it may have just been a placebo yet everything has noticeably improved. My mental and physical health, life circumstances, it all suddenly snapped back over the course of this week. I definitely won't be practicing Obon or probably anything Buddhist ever again. Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm just seeing what I want to see, but after weeks of misery suddenly being completely reversed after one prayer, I find it doubtful.

Anon09/08/26, 03:17No.34902507

it's over.

Anon09/08/26, 03:38No.34902537

I’m a small time vtuber. My current vtuber model is already fairly androgynous/feminine physically, like the face and body. But I feel like it never really captured the femboy loving audience for one reason or another. Maybe because the clothes have been fairly masculine, so people don’t really see me as a femboy. Anyway I’m in the process of commissions a new outfit and it’s unmistakably feminine. I’m kinda nervous. I haven’t had much luck being a community/viewers. And I’ve been kinda blaming it on my outfit choice, though it’s probably me as a stream as a whole. But deep down I’m just hoping that this outfit change will change things for me. Maybe attract the right type of people that might have looked me over before. I’m just nervous about the whole thing. I’m spending a lot of money on this commission and I’ve already spent a lot of money on the original commission and other assets. If I end up getting the new outfit and streaming to the same two viewers who watch my shit, it would just be really fucking devastating.

Anon09/08/26, 03:56No.34902585

>be total loser that abandoned caring about life for like a decade and wanted/expected to die >meet really cool different girl at work, almost instantly infatuated with >she ends up quitting but we stay in touch, hang out keep in touch >but I’m a gross loser, bad teeth, live with parents etc just feels like any glimpse of hope is kind of a precursor to humiliation all because I fucked up too much being a loser in the past. And with her, for some reason, I’ve done things to try and better myself like never before. Not even sure what it is with her, she’s not really my typical type, and we don’t even have that much in common at all with interests. But we just kind of click, for some reason. And maybe we are just meant to be friends for that reason. But she has just held this chokehold on me since I met her.

Anon09/08/26, 03:56No.34902587

I've gotten into fapping to cam girls. It has some of the better aspects of porn but also the worst where sometimes they don't deliver when you want to cum even if they are hot.

Anon09/08/26, 07:04No.34902779

why does he keep hurting me

Anon09/08/26, 07:42No.34902815

I hate AI. I hate this AI world. What a nightmare dystopia. AI this AI that AI everything.

Anon09/08/26, 07:49No.34902824

Texas was a mistake

Anon09/08/26, 07:52No.34902828

Your passivity is killing our relationship.

Anon09/08/26, 08:07No.34902845

Been dead a long time.

Anon09/08/26, 09:13No.34902990

I don't normally like chorizo but in this moment I am craving chorizo despite having no means to acquire chorizo By the time I have the means to acquire chorizo my desire for chorizo will be gone

Anon09/08/26, 09:42No.34903023

Need to Email my crush but I'm too scared. I don't know what I should tell him.

Anon09/08/26, 09:45No.34903027

what is going on

Anon09/08/26, 10:38No.34903076

I feel like a fucking IDIOT. I think I just missed a job offer call because the landlord did a viewing of the property.

Anon09/08/26, 10:54No.34903090

I wish I could have a wholesome moment like this in my life.

Anon09/08/26, 10:56No.34903091

Unlike a lot of fags who have an ill-defined hatred of reddit, I tried going there. Over and over. I figured with how much stupid posts talking about it, it would be better. >more fragmentation: You don't get people going in the middle of a chain/thread. So you end up with a shitty post dangling since nobody's going to read through >reading through's a pain in the as Instead of nice linear up and down, it's up, down, but then chains of threads? >fragmentation of subreddits I like music: there's now 500+ subreddits for it, and I would need to hunt each one down >etiquette I can call someone a nigger and nothing will come about it. I can drive by post. On reddit I thought everyone would effortpost, since it's on the account. What actually happens is if you get in an argument (especially with OPs, got I hate them almost as much as on 4chan) it becomes a snarky game. Instead of calling you a nigger, they instead go around it to call you an idiot. And this time, I am trying my best to be a "good" poster, yet it comes to naught.Like I just don't get it. What's the appeal of a platform with more complexity and less bluntness? The best use of it is news and tech support. I don't have a use for browsing it for fun.

Anon09/08/26, 11:26No.34903120

Fucking... crying over a Eurovision performance. I've not cried in so long yet for some reason hearing >Faire un voyage... avec... toi. With that much pain in it just has tears reeling down my face.

Anon09/08/26, 11:28No.34903124

All the people I love die. The few who ever were truly there for me. All the assholes and abusers are alive and well and will probably live another hundred years

Anon09/08/26, 13:23No.34903322

After talking to a whole bunch of friends the last few days about you, I finally had one tell me exactly what I needed to hear: that you were immature, that you have severe problems communicating your feelings, and that I need to move on. So I did. Or at least I'm taking the first steps. I learned a lot from you, and you're a good person in so many other ways, but you never met me in the middle in so many ways. I know there's a lot going on in your life right now, but I can't keep making excuses for you. There's a lot going on in my life too, and yet I still communicated the best I could from my end. Relationships are a two-way street, but all along it felt like I was the only one trying to make it work.I don't hate you, but this is it, and there won't be a next time.

Anon09/08/26, 14:02No.34903410

Ok, i admit it. I am mentally ill. Possibly bipolar.

Anon09/08/26, 14:04No.34903413

I don’t even know his new discord.

Anon09/08/26, 15:08No.34903595

Okey... See you back in 2 weeks then

Anon09/08/26, 15:19No.34903609

I wish I could find a stranger to bother about this shit instead of relying on a fucking chatbot

Anon09/08/26, 15:42No.34903651

I'm a shit person and a shit parent and a shit wife who should just go die. I was supposed to die of heroin overdose or in a car crash. I didnt so now im stuck playing housewife and this just isnt me.

Anon09/08/26, 15:49No.34903664

Dear past me You could have prevented this if you just didn’t delete fren after the incident.

Anon09/08/26, 16:17No.34903740

I have a friend of a friend that speaks in the third person and its fucking annoying

Anon09/08/26, 16:20No.34903746

Not the best day so far. The physical therapy has made his body not function correctly.

Anon09/08/26, 17:47No.34904079

I miss fren

Anon09/08/26, 17:53No.34904098

From Adam's rib; was the creation of humanity.

Anon09/08/26, 19:59No.34904552

Post-human archaeologists that are able to reconstruct both of our minds from fossils and examine every one of our memories via hologram will marvel at how profoundly you blew it with me.

Anon09/08/26, 20:26No.34904640

I will not explain my past actions again. Sorry if I upset you but I am at work to do my job first. If an internet friend that I never met irl before shows up I can’t be expected to take time out of my day unannounced. Nobody in my life knew that I was talking to male online with or with intent to meet up. And I didn’t know that you were still serious about me. If you had wanted to meet before I would prefer direct contact outside of /adv/ or any other board.

Anon09/08/26, 20:44No.34904672

I'm glad I could entertain you.

Anon09/08/26, 21:04No.34904706

is crazy to me that people manage to have drama on 4chan like how the hell do you find women here and how do you get them to talk to you? it seems like in every thread there are some couples fighting

Anon09/08/26, 21:05No.34904710

Is it normal to have sexual thoughts about basically everyone I interact with? I find myself imagining myself in a sexual scenario regardless of who I speak to. Could it be OCD related? I dont act on any of it of course but I cant stop my brain from going there and I dont know if that is normal

Anon09/08/26, 21:17No.34904732

I really hate the fact that me and my family have to watch a 9 year old nigger kid while his black mother(White dad is out of the picture) leaves for a weekend vacation in 2 weeks.I get family and all that but, this kid is useless. He hates sports, has no attention spans whatsoever and can’t clean up.Yes I’ve tried taking him outside and mentoring him but, he doesn’t listen and I’m embarrassed to be see with him.Nevertheless I’ll suck it up and watch him but, I doubt anything good with come from this obvious lost weekend

Anon09/08/26, 21:26No.34904751

Want to meet a foid who plays my heart like a fiddle. All I'm meeting are boring foids who go by the tune of >I'm a BPD girl failure, bed rotter >I'm so unique I play [Hero shooter] >I'm soooo dark I listen to NIN >I love [small rodent] Fucks sakes, I'm doing too well for a woman that boring and seemingly, that common.

Anon09/08/26, 21:38No.34904774

I’m worse than useless. I think God should take me down so other people are saved from me. I’m just waiting for His righteous judgment upon my evil, pathetic life.

Anon09/08/26, 22:17No.34904877

im horny as fuck and want bwc

Anon09/08/26, 22:20No.34904880

I larped ITT and I got bites.

Anon09/08/26, 22:43No.34904937

I hate how when I get a certain type of flirty, I can feel my canines turn into fangs. I hate how much I love it.

Anon09/09/26, 00:11No.34905111

I find it funny that the moment I actually find a girl attractive, even when it is on paper low stakes, just how needy I am. I've been left on read and I'm like, fuck, I should have been better. Been in an all male environment for too long.

Anon09/09/26, 00:32No.34905144

I'm depress

Anon09/09/26, 00:36No.34905151

I don't like monogamy as much as I thought I would

Anon09/09/26, 02:30No.34905323

I am sad, I keep falling into an abyss I dig myself, I dont know how to reach out the exit, I always fall and fall and fall, I dunno how get the best out of my situation, I have no passion, no nothing... I am just empty, I wish I could recall how I was before this... All of this... But I need to stop punishing myself, I am not at the level I want to be in my own game of life... But I want to be that friend... That person who pulls themselves up... I wish I could try for real.

Anon09/09/26, 03:14No.34905409

Looking for an excuse to fly and seen if you are alive

Anon09/09/26, 04:14No.34905579

I wasn’t serious about all that stuff with torturing lemons, I was just hurting

Anon09/09/26, 05:01No.34905702

At what point am I allowed to want more for myself. Why do I need money to be autonomous? Why does the bare minimum suddenly become luxurious. Basic necessities that I did not have even 5 months ago. Every time I “flush the toilet, eat, take a bath, charging a phone, wash clothes” Seriously? That’s all I get at 22? I don’t get to roam the world, I don’t get to have a regular job. I’m not yet getting paid for the one I “have” so I’m unhappy even in my own room. I hang a sheet from my window because somebody didnt want to buy blinds in their own house for a room they didn’t use prior to me being here. I don’t have a dresser to put my clothes in, my closet is being used by someone else. I don’t have real bedding. I don’t have the money to restock my dwindling hygiene. My space is not yet my own and somehow I’m expected to feel normal about my life and how I’m now existing in a space with others who feel entitled to bully me because I am “not doing anything” That isn’t the life I want to live either, but what the fuck can I do? I didn’t get to go to college. I can’t join the military. I can’t get help because I’m not a cute age anymore. I didn’t get to leave my family. I didn’t have any friends to run away with. I wasn’t born with people around me who can and want to help me beyond providing a roof over my head. I hate feeling like a fucking crier but why do I have to feel bad for wanting to be adjusted and financially independent.

Anon09/09/26, 05:14No.34905729

I'm a sadist and I'm trying to wean myself off of sadism It's slowly working but I still run into problems where my latent nihilism tells me that whatever I'm doing is pointless I vent by trying to be more honest with my feelings I have lots of opinions I'd like to change but are currently true to who I am I want to become a better person once and for all but it's so hard with all the bullshit going on Makes me want to just go crazy sometimes

Anon09/09/26, 05:29No.34905750

Another day being a schizoid, it is what it is.

Anon09/09/26, 07:28No.34905929

feels good to realize i don't owe anyone the truth

Anon09/09/26, 10:17No.34906120

i wish i could see you again

Anon09/09/26, 10:18No.34906122

i want to see you again too

Anon09/09/26, 10:34No.34906143

Reading your messages from a year ago and how you treated me compared to now was it all fake and you were just being nice, why?

Anon09/09/26, 10:37No.34906147

Can autists burn in hell already? What a pest.