I am only interested in women for the purposes of procreation. I realized this some time ago after dreaming that a doctor had told me that I was infertile. I remember initially feeling quite distressed, followed by the most intense sense of relief that I have ever felt. Like a massive weight temporarily lifted off of my shoulders from a dream. I did some thinking after this and realized that if that scenario were actually real, I would never go on another date again, never get married, and would do so quite happily. Additionally if I ever found out a girl I was infertile or had some kind of inheritable genetic disease, I would break up with her without hesitation.
How do I cope with this? I want to have children, without a doubt. I cannot die peacefully without having children (unless it wasn't through any fault of my own, like infertility). It is the one objective metric for success in this life and I cannot die without reaching it. That being said, I know whatever woman I end up marrying will want a husband that genuinely loves her for her, and I don't know if I can provide that. Not to mention I am just not that motivated to go on dates as I honestly don't care to get to know or spend time with any woman. Advice?