should I just be alone? I have really bad shit in my past that I really can't tell anyone, but I don't think I could ever keep my secret if I want to be with someone. The guilt of letting anyone fall in love with me while they don't know who I really am would kill me but I know that if I tell anyone, they would never look at me the same. They will look at me with disgust, and they would be right to feel that way. So should I just give up on finding someone?