I'm 25 and tired of being a useless chud living with my grandma. I don't have any useful skills or work experience, and I'm broke as a joke ($3k is all I have to my name). I can't support myself off my wagie retail / fast food jobs, which is all I can get around here anyways since I don't have a vehicle or even a license to drive one. And you don't want me behind the wheel of a car either, we'll be lucky if I'm the only one who dies in that accident. Anyways I've worked tradie / factory type jobs in the past (that's pretty much the limit of my capability I think since I have no formal education, actually I didn't even graduate highschool) but they suck so fucking bad I hate the dingy grey buildings and all the big loud machinery. It makes my little autismo head spin. And besides I get so depressed being stuck at work, I just want to leave so bad. And usually I do. I would rather just hang around outside and watch the clouds, or take a nap. I guess I have no interest in starting s family, or taking part in society so to speak. I'm not necessarily a doomer, I just don't care about the money grind. I don't want anything I just wanna live. Either way I'm tired of being stuck here in this shitty nowhere place so I'm wanting to move somewhere else. I'll probably have to walk since like I said no car and I'm too scared to get on a plane. Where should I go and what should I do?
I know that seems like a lot to ask, "what to do with my nothing life". But I'm genuinely at a loss. And I'm kinda depressed and upset here, I might kill myself or something. I'm about to start off like Forrest Gump and just walk down the road until I get somewhere else.