Qrd I'll try to make this short
>shitty childhood mom and dad divorced
>lived with mom and new step dad traumatized by domestic issues/incidents
>left, lived with real dad through teen years
>went off on my own to WA at like 20, lived in my car homeless for a bit, and wage slaved solo, got my own apartment
>always struggle to hold a job
>always slowly fucking up sleep schedule
>always late to work
>anyway lease is ending in my apartment and my mom is offering me to come back and maybe I can do college
>think fuck it, I'm not making any progress here anyways
>move in with mom and step dad in TX
>huge fucking mistake I think
>they still fight and it just makes me anxious and akward
>worked for 6 months
>got fired
>been applying to other jobs, can't get shit
>don't even know how I'd do college, I don't even know where to begin
>they're suggesting I should learn to trade (I need your guy's opinion on this. I know they can make money but I am chronically lazy, it destroys your body, and it will probably all be taken by immigrants soon anyways so the salary will go down)
>they're starting to get pissed at me (+ I'm drinking)
>fucked up sleep schedule again so hopefully I can just sleep through them
I am 25 now. I am still here with them in Texas. I hate this state. I hate the heat and all the spics and fat people. I am out in my car right now because they're demanding I get out of the house and doordash or something. But I just drove a bit and I'm sitting in an empty area.
So what should I do /adv/? Like idk try some school thing and suffer deal with my parents or like run away and get my own place again and ghost them.
I have 8k in the bank right now.