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Anonymous01/28/26, 10:14No.34205289How does one find motivation/ambition in my situation
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>just quit my 2nd ever job because I was on the verge of being fired
>every job I go it appears that people plot on me and make up lies about me to get me fired
>nobody is hiring, jobs pay like shit and the economy is bullshit
>only 17k in my savings from working shitty warehouse jobs for the past 2 years
>own a car and a license but refuse to drive because it scares me, mom still takes me everywhere
>never had a plan on what career to pursue after high school
>signed up for real estate classes to get my license, haven’t even touched any of the courses
>cut off everyone after high school, so no friends and have 0 ambition to make any or socialize
>no gf/romantic interests and have 0 ambition to pursue any. Only communicate and have e sex with random e girls on discord. Still not over a situationship I had with a girl on Instagram when I was 17
>never had a proper high school/teenage experience due to Covid
>complete loser who has never touched, kissed, had sex, drank alcohol, done drugs, or smoked in my life
>still feel like a fucking child, cannot do basic adulting and still rely on parents to do most things
>0 hobbies or interests, spend all day playing Roblox, gooning, or consuming media
>spend the rest of the day maladaptive daydreaming my perfect life
>0 motivation to continue living or trying, the world is dying and there’s no point in living anymore
>cant find the courage in me to kill myself
Genuinely what is the fucking point. The world is dying and I’ll never own a house. No matter what I do I always fall back into being a fucking loser. I can’t find the motivation to even do the simplest fucking tasks. I’m so overwhelmed by how fucked my life is I don’t even know where to begin self improvement at. I’m almost 21 and I feel like I’m running out of time to make something of myself. That stupid fucking psyop virus stole my prime teenage years at 15 and I genuinely feel like I haven’t grown or matured in the nearly 6 years since.
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Anon01/28/26, 15:28No.34205756
>I’m almost 21 and I feel like I’m running out of time to make something of myselflol chill the fuck out buddy, you got decades before your truly fuckedstart small, incremental steps lead to big improvements...I suggest find a hobby/interest that you can master and earn money from
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Anon01/28/26, 15:32No.34205760
Get mental help while youre still young. I have this exact same issue but let it go for a decade longer than you and it ruined my life. Get ahead of it. You have a mental problem thats all
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Anon01/29/26, 05:58No.34208104
>>spend all day playing Robloxisn't that a baby game?
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Anon01/29/26, 06:28No.34208169
>That stupid fucking psyop virus stole my prime teenage years at 15
You call it a psyop, you don't have friends or a career and importance in the world to defend...you didn't take the shot, did you OP? Such a waste of a great situation if you did.
>only 17k
bro fuck you I have 10k and im making it work, you're doing ok.
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Anon01/29/26, 07:33No.34208249
>every job I go it appears that people plot on me and make up lies about me to get me fired
Stopped reading there. You started blaming everyone around you. It's not everyone else homie: the problem is YOU. Start there.