Anon10/19/25, 04:53No.41309032
I feel like I'm going on a downward spiral. I can't sleep, all I do is watch tv and doomscroll all day. I want to be a magician and dedicate my time to that. I want to focus on my studies, but I feel like there's another part of me that just wants to drink, smoke, and distract myself from anything that I care (or think I care) about. On top of this no matter how many friends I surround myself with, I always end up back in a hole, alone. I would really really like for somebody to pull me back up.