post a wallpaper and say whats on your mind

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Anon12/14/25, 17:32No.8125994

Despair about my life, feels like I am living my parents dreams rather than my own. Should have utilized the time given to me in a better way.

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Anon12/16/25, 21:04No.8126349

Can't solve captchas.

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Anon12/20/25, 16:52No.8126713

Here's something to think about...ONCE YOU TURN 18 YOU CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO LET ANYTHING OR ANYBODY THAT MESSED YOU UP AFFECT YOU ANYMORE. IF YOU DO LET IT AFFECT YOU ONCE YOU'RE AN ADULT THAT'S 100% YOU'RE FAULT.

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Anon12/21/25, 00:08No.8126729

Not long ago, I was useful. I went places, I met people, I did things that were worth doing. Now it's just a couple of years later, and things have fallen apart. I'm in pain both physical and emotional, and I'm so tired of fighting. Day after day after day.

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Anon12/28/25, 19:25No.8127305

The last time I felt free was before the pandemic. 5-6 years later, it feels like my life has been put in a stasis that all my effort only preserves. I don't get to roll the dice anymore. Most of my day just goes into work, and going to and from. It drives me crazy. Stagnation cuts away at your soul like a razor. I can't decide whether I want to keep going, or start over. I have started over before. I know I can do it. But at my age, I'm not going to get too many more chances to restart, or come back from a failed attempt at a restart. I've always trusted my decisions, but now I can't turn a single choice over in my mind that isn't trapped inside a cage of doubt. Maybe leaving the place where I was born was a mistake after all.

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Anon01/05/26, 19:07No.8128050

Think I need to have my gallbladder out. Damn.

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Anon01/06/26, 11:02No.8128086

Life is wonderful and I love all of you.

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Anon01/07/26, 17:22No.8128187

Moving in with my gf soon. Quite anxious about it although i'm also very excited.

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Anon01/12/26, 03:25No.8128474

It feels like every day's the same And I'm left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray And there's no color to behold They say it's over And I'm fine again Try to stay sober Feels like I'm dying

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Anon01/12/26, 06:20No.8128482

I'm 27 years old and I have never felt the touch of a woman. I have no idea how to get over this "boohoo woe is me" bs I have been living with all my life.

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Anon01/17/26, 05:20No.8128771

I have an extremely difficult time accepting that I am truly alone. The only friends in my life are online, and as the years go by more of them move on to do things with their life while I'm still here. The past 4-5 years I've been with an entirely new group of people. However, I haven't really felt like I really belong with them; I keep thinking that I'm not truly wanted, that they have hidden chats they've made so that they can hang out without me. I'm afraid to bring it up because they're all in on it and would get rid of me by that point. Maybe it's my anxiety and self esteem, but it's been so long and I can't shake the feeling. I see it in the little things, the longer than normal pauses to respond to me compared to the others, the different tone one of them makes with me than the others, the lack of communication all around. 9 times out of 10 I'm the initiator when messaging anyone, I can never get anyone to join me to hang out or play games, while 95 percent of the time they actually do join a call in the mutual discord server it's made without me. It sounds ridiculous, but it means a lot to me because they're the few people I have left. I really don't want to have to start again like before.

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Anon01/21/26, 09:29No.8128947

So many sadposters. I'm old now. Spent a lot of time lonely when young, made mistakes, married the wrong person, all that sort of stuff.>It can get better, anons. It did for me, so it has to be possible for you. >Take care of yourself. Be >>>/fit/ [//boards.4chan.org/fit/] and save your pennies >>>/biz/ [//boards.4chan.org/biz/] so that when an opportunity comes for something better you are ready. >Fortune favors the bold and the prepared.

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Anon01/25/26, 12:54No.8129230

How are you guys weathering (haha) the winter storm? By this evening they're saying we'll have about a foot here.

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Anon01/25/26, 17:29No.8129248

How do you guys feel about the future of the internet? Will it becomes so normal but so trash that eventually people will just see it as boring?

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Anon02/01/26, 17:04No.8129691

I really need a new job.

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Anon02/01/26, 18:59No.8129700

i want some meaning in my life

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Anon02/07/26, 00:56No.8130072

A mobile one. Like the other anon said, I'm trying to find meaning in life. Last year I not only broke up with my fiance, I abandoned her. She actually has diagnosed BPD and the last month living with her was a torture and actually dangerous, she cut herself multiple times with a knife and one time she actually pointed the knife at me. Sometimes I feel I was coward, sometimes I feeI took the right choice, she wasn't alone so her friends and mom helped her... I hope. Today I lost two of my best friends for something stupid I said two weeks ago. Feels bad but at the same time not so much, they growed distant to me in the last five years and I barely saw any of them anymore. Also, I hated many of their opinions in certain topics, but I tolerated them a lot too, I was silent for a really long time. I dunno, I feel weird. I returned to a point in my life where I figured out theonly thing for me was work and maybe see how my sister growed up, but that's it, I don't want to have a family anymore and Is harder and harder to keep in touch with my friends

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Anon02/08/26, 05:33No.8130140

there is nothing to prove in life. everything you do is for someone else. everything you even think you are doing for yourself is done in a way that someone else profits from you.

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Anon02/17/26, 05:47No.8130667

im 32 wfh hermit, i lost my only chance at love and normalcy. i fear the best is past me. some people don't even know i exist. my cousins haven't seen me in so long, they don't know how i look. airplane mode 100% of the time unless a delivery is expected. i don't know if i suffer because i miss her so much, or because i simply miss being in a loving relationship. .... *long distance relationship that is. i haven't actually touched anybody all my life ... close family eggs me on to get an arranged marriage... but i don't want it like i'm buying a car.

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Anon02/23/26, 12:48No.8130941

Got promoted at my company and am slowly moving up the ladder. Total hourly raise: $1.20. Sad. At least the position above me is salaried. Probably take another two years.

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Anon02/25/26, 04:33No.8130981

She came five years ago. The anticipation about killed me. Those days we spent together created some of the fondest memories I have. We were both older and showing our age. Both in a separate situation, commitments made, tickets already punched. She made me feel a heat I hadn't felt in decades. She's been back twice more, each somehow harder to let go than the one previous. I told her about my feelings for her and she reciprocated, but neither of us could make it a reality due to those aforementioned commitments. I feel like a cheater and I feel shame and guilt.When I dropped her at the airport I watched her all the way from the ticket desk to the TSA checkpoint to the corner she had to round to make her way to the gate. She never once looked back. I asked her about it after the fact and she said, "It hurts too much." She was right.Will she come this year, I wonder?

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Anon03/06/26, 14:15No.8131551

What are you guys listening to lately?

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Anon03/09/26, 03:39No.8131676

I just turned 21 on January and I feel like I will be cruising life till I get old and die. But I dont want to. The thing is, I don't know how to get out of this. I moved to florida to take care of my dad so maybe I digged myself in a hole. I have a decent paying job and such but why am I unhappy?

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Anon03/09/26, 17:00No.8131727

Every day my mood is different. Not because I'm bipolar, but because I'm constantly fighting with myself. Yesterday I was thinking that I actually have good potential, and that I shouldn't lose it just because someone else is luckier than me. Those happy people made me feel envious, they steal my happiness just by having their own. But they’re not powerful enough to steal my will to live. But that was yesterday. Now I dont have the strength to believe in myself. The real reason I’m still alive is that all suicide methods are painful, and some of them can even fail. But I live in a country with mandatory military enlistment. And if I ever get a gun, I'ma just put some lead in my body. It wouldnt hurt that much - just split of second. Or maybe on that day my will be strong enough?

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Anon03/10/26, 01:02No.8131749

I miss when this place was more active. I remember when I first found out about this place and I had just gotten my very first desktop computer-all for myself. And this place was a safe haven for any people willing to admit they liked beautiful images. I liked the comradery, but it's changed. Now it's slow and hard to predict. I wish I still had all those wallpapers from then. But my life was in turmoil. Now I just hold on to whatever is left and for dear life. To all my files.

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Anon03/11/26, 07:04No.8131810

My cat is happy and healthy but was found to have a heart murmur and I’m working to determine if it’s heart disease. Facing his mortality, he’s like a son to me, and terrified I cant afford to help him if his condition becomes bad. I don’t know what I’ll do with myself if I fail him. At the same time, met a girl that makes me the happiest I’ve ever been, the best friend I could ask for and makes me feel truly seen. Just terribly anxious and the happiest I’ve ever been at the same time.There’s always someone out there that can care for and understand you, bros. It may take time, but they’re there, somewhere. And the’ll teach you that you can be happy even when you’re sad.

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Anon03/11/26, 10:07No.8131812

It feels like every time I start to develop any hope or indeed any positive feeling something comes up that crushes it.

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Anon03/11/26, 19:31No.8131824

I wish my parents loved me more than they love Israel and Donald Trump.

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Anon03/16/26, 02:13No.8132138

Sometimes I don't know what to do next.

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Anon03/25/26, 12:17No.8132787

My FIL is not doing well. I don't think he's going to last through the weekend.

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Anon04/05/26, 23:12No.8133529

Happy Easter, guys. Hope you got to spend time with people you love and eat a good meal.

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Anon04/07/26, 03:39No.8133562

i'm tired.

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Anon04/07/26, 07:01No.8133564

I hate my job but I can't quit because there's nothing better out there.

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Anon04/10/26, 04:06No.8133716

the internet was a mistake

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Anon04/12/26, 21:57No.8133915

My mom just died. I'm 25. I left my family when I was 19 to a different state to build I life where I felt free. I've been homeless and have severe mental health issues and bouncing between places to stay and different jobs.This last year, I got a good job. I've lived in my apartment for two years now, the longest I've ever lived anywhere.In the last month, my girlfriend and I broke up. Two days later my mom died from cancer. The next week, I drove back home and went to work and got fired. When I was driving home they called to tell me I wasn't fired and now I'm working at a job I used to love and finally felt safe but now it just feels wrong.My mom told me before she died that she was proud of me and didn't worry about me anymore.She left me more than enough money to restart my life and pay off debt I've been struggling to repay for the last 5 years and I don't know, I just don't feel worthy of it or any of this was worth the cost it took to get here.>inb4 "whining about having money" Obviously it's going to be used to improve my life but for the first time in my life, I'm just truly speechless.Life can go in any direction I choose to go and I just don't even want to go anymore

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Anon04/20/26, 12:05No.8134346

I miss you.I miss the home we made, the little family we created. I miss going on walks with our pup or going to our favourite cafe. I miss your phone call when you'd drive home from work. Hearing your voice made things even in dark times feel so much better. I miss buying you flowers randomly, and waiting excitingly for you to come home and see your reaction.God I could go on forever. The things we did, the times we shared. My life was intertwined with yours. After all the pain and abuse from other relationships, I never knew real happiness until I met you. I've been through heartbreak before, but nothing like this. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I want you to be my future, but I can't force you to stay with me.I wish you could see all of the things that have happened these last 3 months since being apart.I finally got into that new carreer you cheered me on to get. I have accomplished fitness goals. I completed a charity event. Promotions at work.I wish I could tell you that I bought that engagement ring you picked out for me to propose to you with before we broke-up.When we went dancing after our break-up, I wanted to tell you to come back. But I didn't want to push you further away. Getting to hold your hand, and sway with you one last time was so hard. Watching you drive away, was even more difficult.I do truly miss you.

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Anon04/20/26, 22:15No.8134377

I'll give it all up someday. I'm not living. I'm just killing time. I had some good times but now it's over with. It's been two years since she left and I've tried to start again, fall in love again, but I don't know how to love and people don't get me and I don't get them. I've never felt a part of all this and at this point I've lost interest. I don't care about careers or achieving anything. I think I'll just float by. The only thing preventing me from suicide is my mother. I will try as hard as I can to resist the urge while she is here. But if she died tomorrow I'd give it a month before I was dead.I don't belong here. I've never belonged here. I look up to the sky and say "Take me home".I'll go home, someday

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Anon05/02/26, 12:25No.8135015

It's so nice to meet an old friend And pass the time of day And talk about the hometown A million miles away Is the ice still in the river Are the old folks still the same And by the way Did she mention my name

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Anon05/02/26, 18:04No.8135029

i'm so fucking tired of everything. dating is exhausting women are boring work is draining mental is extinguishedyet i still yearn for that connection because i can't stand being alone.

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Anon05/10/26, 17:50No.8135477

Don't forget to wish your mother a happy Mother's Day and do something nice for her, anon.

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Anon05/10/26, 22:23No.8135495

spent the past year doing home care for mom till she gets back to 100% cause dad can only miss so many days due to factory work. I love my mom a lot but im 35 turning 36 this year and thought id be getting back to my own life after spending helping her do home care for grandma from 2021-23. being single i thought id be able to take more chances for pursuing opportunities cause no wife or kid but lately i feel really stuck but also selfish for thinking about that stuff

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Anon05/14/26, 06:11No.8135812

i really miss how this site used to feel before last year's hack. no one gives a fuck about site/board culture anymore and the entire site feels like it's populated by people younger than the xbox 360i dont care for altchans or KF. this was the last place on the internet i enjoyed

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Anon05/14/26, 12:56No.8135826

I've been thinking a lot recently about an ex that I had a extremely toxic back and forth with for the last few days. She spent the first part of our relationship cheating on me and hurting me, then I spent the second try using her just to hurt her as bad as she did me. She is married now and looks happy. I'm happy for her, but I have regrets for how it ended.

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Anon05/20/26, 03:45No.8136251

i dont wanna work anymore

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Anon05/26/26, 00:15No.8136654

I'm an autistic 40 year old who basically has to have my mom take care of me because I'm too retarded to be an adult. My days are spent helping around the house, playing video games, and taking an edible at night to help my old man back not hurt for 8 hours so I can sleep. Once she passes and I basically have no one, I plan on selling this house and finding some little one bedroom apartment somewhere far from here to die in solitude.

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Anon06/10/26, 23:34No.8137773

I'm an oldfag who was terminally irony poisoned for many years, and like a lot of oldfags I grew much older and became a huge moralfag in many ways. Got involved in a lot of bad circles when I was younger, and it brings me a lot of shame. I grew older, got a good career, and decided to break the conditioning of the internalized hatred inside my heart. Don't use imageboards much anymore but still come here for wallpapers among other things. So much for you're here forever, but I guess this site has its uses.Anyhow, I came here to say this: I'm transgender and I'm proud of it. The more chuds tear me down the more motivated I am in life. Transition saved my life, and retards will tell me to kill myself for daring to pop my head in here, but I don't care, because transition saved me, and unlike the folks who cry about my existence, I'm truly happy. It's fair to say that nothing in this world has brought me as much joy and peace as gender transition, and I'm here to share my story :)

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Anon06/16/26, 01:08No.8138146

my partner and i are planning to build our own cabin and just get away from people. love is an interesting thing, with it's ups and downs, but god is it worth it.

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Anon06/29/26, 15:50No.8138980

You guys staying cool? Heat index is gonna be over 100 this week here in Ohio. I feel for our Euro pals, they must be just about fucking roasting.

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Anon07/09/26, 01:00No.8139617

I feel empty and hollowed out by so much noise. I can't enjoy the things I like to the same extent and I'm being priced out of all the things I used to like. I mean, I still do but there's practically no time to enjoy anything without having to damage control the results. A few movies. A game or two. It all sets me back and I feel a sudden urge that in any day I could die and forget everything I had planned on doing.

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Anon07/10/26, 00:35No.8139680

Sleepy as fuck, idk why I'm awake, 3:35 am

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Anon07/21/26, 01:57No.8140520

Summer is really dragging.

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Anon07/22/26, 06:40No.8140563

Just when Covid started, I found myself lying in a hospital bed, dying of acute double pneumonia, kidney failure, and pancreatitis. Somehow I survived. But I remember lying in bed for months with my condition not getting any better. Full of self-pity, anger at the world and at myself. Full of regret for things I hadn't done that I could have...I don't know if it's a coincidence or not, but things started to improve after I read "Can't Hurt Me." My whole life I'd been negative, always pessimistic, but after reading it I started to look at things more positively. I started to appreciate the little things, to believe things would get better. And they actually did.Five years have gone by now. Appreciating the little things made me fall in love with movement. I've gotten very fit. You could even say jacked, I guess. I finally finished my bachelor's.Still a loser in most people's eyes, though. Bad at my job. No capital saved up, no house, no girlfriend, nothing. Yet as the days go by, I realize more and more that everything I have is deserved. Everything besides getting ill happened for a good reason.I've been reading Epictetus lately. It brings me clarity and calm. I feel very hopeful right now. I'm enjoying life more and more, regardless of all the suffering I've caused to myself and faced so far.

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Anon07/23/26, 08:28No.8140670

My cat has passed away about a month ago. My dad broke his hip in May. Mom is in a burnout.But working out has been going great and I currently have a coworker who's into me. Seeing her today. Maybe we can talk a bit more. Also the job is fun. There's a balance of positives and negatives in my life at the moment

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Anon07/23/26, 09:38No.8140674

I love trees so much holy shit

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Anon07/23/26, 10:04No.8140675

I quit my job last December due to feeling betrayed by my companies actions or lack thereof. A few days later, through personal connections, I met someone starting a new company in our industry. Such great timing I thought, almost too good to be true. “Works starts early next year”, great I have money saved no problem. “We’re gonna have to push things back to may”, okay I’ll take out my retirement.Come may, I am ultimately completely ghosted. No explanation. Since then I have been scrambling to find a new job and have gotten rejected from every single application, zero interviews. I’ve lost everything I had at this point. Everything I had.I have roughly $3500 in bills monthly, I run out of money end of next month. I told myself months ago if I make it to the end I’ll go ahead and exit the lobby. I try telling people about the way I feel but I usually just get left on read or “it’ll workout bro don’t worry”. I can’t afford therapy.I have a life insurance policy ($1M) that will pay out to my family when I’m gone. A few weeks ago I realized I’m worth more dead than I am alive. My run is over. I’m ready to go.

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Anon07/24/26, 04:58No.8140727

Alone for years after getting out of a relationship with an emotionally abusive woman. I still crave companionship but I just don't know how to put myself out there any more. I don't want to be alone but I feel like it's just my lot in life. Terrible mindset, I know, but I'm afraid of getting hurt again as well.

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Anon07/25/26, 19:55No.8140868

havent been on 4chan in forever and these captchas are so annoying wth

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