Anon02/12/26, 13:15No.2862723
I'm the same as you. I have a decent amount of Bitcoin that makes me unconcerned about the future, stopped working a year ago but it's oddly difficult.
I feel like I have to keep inventing side quests for a sense of purpose - hitchhike across this country, motorbike across these. Every time a quest is complete, I feel lost and kinda unsettled until I find a new one.
The worst thing is, because I love so much, I can't build and maintain healthy habits, my cardio is shit, my doomscrolling is off the charts. There's is no sense of structure, no time to get up, nothing to get up for, no friends to meet.
I'm just gonna go get a ESL job in a comfy country. I just want to read again, work out and have a social life. Early retirement is a mirage, you think you want it but there's nothing there.