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Anonymous06/22/25, 20:15No.24488212Write your thoughts
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Anon06/22/25, 20:17No.24488221
I have not mentally left the 1960's.
I was born in 1992.
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Anon06/22/25, 20:22No.24488235
I tried getting more involved in church stuff, but I think church is fundamentally for normies. All of the girls I went on dates with rejected me, I always feel like an outsider, all of my friends have girlfriends and I'm the only single person left in my friend group. It's even worse when your friends all pressure you to become a monk or a priest, as if that is what I want to do with my life. Although I'm a Catholic, I don't really see that as something desirable.
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Anon06/22/25, 20:23No.24488242
I have 2 friends in total.
After my friend of 15 years ghosted me( did not expect that in the slightest) and one of my 2 friends moved cities cause of work i thought i need to reach out to some of my old acquintances since this is getting dangerously lonely. One of them ghosted me after he sent me his phone number and i messaged him on his phone. Admittedly he messaged me half a year ago but i didnt respond cause i was kinda scared of meeting him cause he is kind of mentally ill, amoral and comes from a messed up family. I did message him after my friend left the city cause i was desperate but yeah he ignored me. The other one also sent me his phone number and he didnt respond to my latest message for 2 days now.
I really dont know why this is happening, im always a good friend to everyone and i never abuse friendships or people
But like my dad said, maybe they hang out with people out of interest, and for friendship part they already got that covered with others. Normal people lead busy lives and they probably dont care that much about hanging with me cause they think that they cant gain anything out of it
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Anon06/22/25, 22:46No.24488532
have you ever decided to opt out of life? if yes, why? have you ever opted back in? if so, how?
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Anon06/23/25, 24:36No.24488757
Life is but a dream when it isn't a nightmare. The world is not of this world.
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Anon06/23/25, 24:59No.24488792
I took some LSD and went to a park. The trees, the grass, the insects, the trillions of bacteria and other microbes... I can’t understand why any of this is happening. There are so many people out there, so many whose lives are long gone. What difference did they make? Then you look up at the sky and there are trillions upon trillions of galaxies. There’s no trace of order, direction, meaning, or story that could encompass it all.The acid state of mind is bizarre. The day felt like an entire week, sometimes enjoyable, sometimes I just wanted it to end, as if I could fast-forward to sobriety. At moments, I felt like I was in a movie, as if my entire life up to this point had been nothing but a strange dream. A dream that shaped my personality, named my acquaintances, and gave me a repertoire of stories and events, ordinary, but mine.But why am I not dreaming all of this at once? Why am I not the microbe, the insect, the bird, the eight billion people in one single experience, the function of the machine we all are parts of? Why am I not you? How can you (which is your "I") see me? If the subjectivity of the other is not experienced by me, can it be said to exist at all?Where are the dead in all this? Where do I put my sorrow for those who’ve passed? How can something simply never happen again? How can we sustain life’s absurdity if not by expecting it to flash again before our eyes, giving it some meaning, some narrative that explains its countless nuances? I don’t think so. I think it’s total madness and chaos. One day I’ll die and be no more. I don’t think we have souls. I don’t think the ego survives without the brain. And yet, it’s equally absurd that this mind holds the camera of my perception.What are we of service to the world if we can't save each other from vanishing? Long lives, short lives. Happy lives, sad lives. They are all of the same size. All is futile.
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Anon06/23/25, 10:52No.24489601
my parents have started sharing boomerslop stuff like "omg this inventor secretly cured cancer with radio waves and government agents hate him!!!" tier stuff, as well as retarded american politics celebs like kirk (we are not american)I could see my mom getting into that kind of thing so its whatever, but it was heartbreaking to see my dad share some of this kind of thing. for some reason I just thought he would be above that sort of thing
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Anon06/23/25, 14:22No.24489872
Based Teddy. I've always been tempted to attempt a teddy-larp, just to see what happens lol
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Anon06/23/25, 15:10No.24490008
I wish I were dead but Im alive just to suffer.
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Anon06/23/25, 15:27No.24490038
Gore Vidal always called Teddy a sissy. I think he believed his entire persona was trying to over compensate for his intrinsic lack of masculinity. He basically committed genocide in the Philippines. He's definitely an interesting case study.
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Anon06/23/25, 15:32No.24490045
The modern west is a battleground between nature and nurture. You either spend a lifetime being at war with everything you are taught and told to believe by society, or a lifetime being at war with your instincts and visceral reactions.
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Anon06/23/25, 16:45No.24490185
There aren't enough people working stupid unskilled jobs like Walmart. The valid lives of worthless npcs should suck more. Instead they work office or some shit, inflating their egos, making them think their idiotic opinions are worth anything.
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Anon06/23/25, 17:01No.24490216
Edging wrecks my sleep but nothing else makes me feel alive anymore.
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Anon06/23/25, 17:38No.24490298
my dad really likes Teddy Roosevelt
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Anon06/23/25, 18:19No.24490416
Thomas Carlyle was a man who, though correct in all his critiques of modernity and yearning for a higher principle, just barely missed the connecting flight to the realm of real tradition - and everything he proposed as a way to right society as a result became the worst form of counter-tradition possible. He was right about everything the Jews were up to, but foolishly thought "just give them Palestine already!" was somehow a solution instead of merely providing them with a literal supervillain base free of charge from which to stage all their subversion. He attacked the "Gospel of Mammonism" and capitalist greed, yet his idea of a return to a sort of aristocracy was holding up "captains of industry" (undoubtedly due to a close personal friendship with and bias towards many contemporaries he viewed as such) - in practice, preaching a mere revolt of the Vaisya caste as a solution to the ills of the modern laborer, in the very same book in which he presciently comments that there is no Morrison's Pill to fix an England already in the sickbed. I would say that he'd be turning in his grave had he been around to see Yiddish Yarvin preaching corruptions of his ideas to further ossify societal decay, but the fact of the matter is that his ideas were corrupted from the start - Scotsmen have, of course, always been the Jews of the British Isles, dating back to the days of William Wallace.
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Anon06/23/25, 18:23No.24490428
You hate immigrants because they are brown and muslim.
I hate immigrants because they are immigrants.
We are not the same.
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Anon06/23/25, 18:53No.24490521
Jews undeniably control the world via Vanguard, Black Rock, and Palantir. All three of those are related. Anyone who still denies this is retarded. This is truly the Kali Yuga.
Only solution is other races working to improve relations against a common enemy at this point imo. The amount of damage Jews are causing is not really up to dispute anymore. From mass migration, human & organ trafficking, promoting vice via media, to bombing innocent civilians in countries, Jews are over the top evil. Cyrus truly made a mistake, I feel like I can't breathe from a stagnant air of evil that is suffocating this world.
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Anon06/23/25, 19:03No.24490556
> White Christian Europeans start an invasive war against white Christian Europeans on the continent of Europe
Normgroids three years later: Oh No! Anyways ..
> Brownshits of Jewish faith start a non-invasive war against brownshits of Islamic faith in the Middle East
Normgroids 1 day later: everyone run, WW3 has started and the world is about to end! Billions will die!
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Anon06/23/25, 19:16No.24490579
I think im suffering from long lasting delusions spanning months where I make eveything I have to do extremely overcomplicated and hard (tasks for myself or assignments from uni/work). And then when its over I get a glimpse of how easy it could have been and then it starts all over again.
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Anon06/23/25, 21:01No.24490846
Nooo ;_;
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Anon06/24/25, 24:57No.24491386
I reject your reality and substitute it for my own.
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Anon06/24/25, 01:01No.24491397
Pale skin. Skinny. Jet black hair. Big tits. Blue eyes. That's my type. I'm not much of ab ass man. A cute little but is enough.
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Anon06/24/25, 01:43No.24491458
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kANZdIEqnKM
tf is this
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Anon06/24/25, 02:08No.24491511
Fear, lust and anger probably predate almost all other human emotions. Even love and sadness.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:10No.24491515
Talking to randoms about politics is such a waste of fucking time
I fucking give up this shit is pointless no one ever learns anything.
It's all just manipulation.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:27No.24491541
I just soaked my sausage in 160,000 scoville hot sauce and endured an hour of birth-level genital agony without much difficulty. And I knew I what I was getting into: this isn't my first weenie roast.
The pain is rapidly subsiding now after an hour of extreme pain.
I close my eyes and meditate on the pain, forging extreme endurance to it.
I dare you to try the weenie roast challenge.
You'll probably vomit and scream like a bitch lol.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:31No.24491552
Why are LEGO so VERY expensive? Because there's a kind of religion around any parts-based system. Any parts-based system naturally develops an accretion of gatekeepers, in a tarot sense the journeyman becomes a mysterious and powerful figure, a dangerous one, with the jealousies and caprices of Vulcan himself, Deprived of his volcanic rage, left in the vicinity of pizza delivery boys and hula girls, he creates a new volcano.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:43No.24491575
Things that are truly beautiful and majestic almost always come off somewhat fearsome as well. Lions, birds of prey, women...
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Anon06/24/25, 02:48No.24491586
I guess the reason I believe in God is because I have at all times the vision of Beauty within me. An inner sun glimpsed from the depths of a cave of the deep mountains. The center of a hollow Earth. It seems utterly ridiculous to claim that beauty has no existence of its own; it is with me always, a light just beyond the corner of my eye. And this light is utterly removed from the world of the senses and the body, yet all things in some way reflect it. Belief in God? This is just the first step, the doorway to the beyond.
I know I'm getting a little flowery here but it's hard to put any other way. I wish you guys could see it too.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:54No.24491591
I am now experiencing genuine rage against hew haters, chuds, reactionaries, etc
I was one of them by birth until I was like 15 when I started slowly abandoning it. I unironically thought of myself as a “national socialist” until I was like 17. And that was after two years of deprogramming myself
but I still mainly visit corners of the internet infested with these people
at first I didn’t think about it because I hadn’t been brainwashed to hate hitler or whatever. Then I started to view you people as simply stupid.
But now I get physically angry every time one of you faggot start speaking. I don’t think I’ll be using the internet much longer now that reactionary nonsense is unavoidable everywhere.
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Anon06/24/25, 02:58No.24491600
I am retarded, a big dumb retard
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Anon06/24/25, 03:14No.24491633
I've always had a sweet spot, but I've pretty much always hung around people who were rude or edgy, and I never could last with the other sweeties. But I didn't "run with a wild crowd" or anything, I had never been attracted to wildness, I was already suffering from my own recklessness.
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Anon06/24/25, 03:25No.24491659
How do you stop missing someone?
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Anon06/24/25, 03:49No.24491717
Right now I'm basically a space cadet researching the history of ideas and Axial Age transformations and possibly reading more about millenarianism in history.
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Anon06/24/25, 03:52No.24491723
im telling this woman we are soulmates and she agrees. im in trouble because she is in a long term relationship. but i dont care, I want her... I dont forsee this ending well... oh well
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Anon06/24/25, 04:04No.24491742
I want to get my ass pounded
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Anon06/24/25, 04:32No.24491802
Humans are just fleshy doughnuts.
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Anon06/24/25, 04:33No.24491807
cheating with a married woman is a literary pursuit... a sentimental education
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Anon06/24/25, 04:46No.24491830
Why did this have to happen to me?
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Anon06/24/25, 04:49No.24491836
I have made my mistakes.
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Anon06/24/25, 05:42No.24491930
How do you read a book? Not like literacy but how do you actually learn to digest a book? Is it by reading more? Or by living more so what you read reflects your experience?
are there books on this?
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Anon06/24/25, 06:00No.24491957
My nickname amongst the girls in college was Hogan.
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Anon06/24/25, 06:05No.24491961
How come I get random boners in public all the time? Literally every time I go out. But I don't get random boners in my home.
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Anon06/24/25, 06:20No.24491981
This female friend of mine remarked several times I had gained weight last time we met, and looked healthier. I don't really know what exactly she was trying to do that time.
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Anon06/24/25, 06:29No.24491991
It is amazing how Stephen Miller is just an absolute motherfucker. The man will bend Heaven and Earth to deal with illegals. Forget Vance, forget Rubio, maybe MILLER should be President after Trump. He seems to know how to get things done in Washington. It's to the point that I don't even care he's a Jew.
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Anon06/24/25, 06:40No.24492007
>Indian-Pakistani 4th war
>>CANCELLED
>TAIWAN INVASION
>>HIATUS
>Iran-USA War
>>CANCELLED
>>ONLY HOLOLS AND ZIGGERS ARE KILLING EACH ORTHER FOR SOME RETARDED TOWNS BY TRILLONS OF LOSSESSapologize to fukuyama san
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Anon06/24/25, 06:43No.24492014
Vending machines have an ethereal vibe amongst them.Nothing beats running into one in a random hallway, or somewhere outside; in a hotel next to an ice machine, or even in your local rec center beside a snack machine.If theres one thing that unites us as humans, it's s vending machines, they're just ambiguous enough to be in congress buildings but not to ominous to be seen in highschools, colleges, and universities.The nature of the vending machine can never be matched and I can totally see them outliving most of us.I wouldnt be surprised if they end up on spaceships and space stations thousands of years into the future.
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Anon06/24/25, 06:47No.24492030
downloading personality: Sleven from Lucky Number Sleven. watching it now in fact for the first time in like a decade. so goods
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Anon06/24/25, 06:56No.24492044
I asked a girl on a date and she said she was busy that day. Never asking a girl out ever again.
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Anon06/24/25, 07:16No.24492070
I made a joke to this beautiful girl who was interested in me that women were the root of all evil (Eve) to see what she'd say, and she retorts that women are also the root of all good (I guess referencing Mary the mother of Jesus). I decided to go on a date with another girl instead.
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Anon06/24/25, 07:40No.24492100
there’s something gently devastating about the effect scott pilgrim vs the world (the film) had on young millennial hearts.last weekend I ran into a girl I went to secondary school with - both back visiting home like ghosts - and somehow ended up back at hers. by the time I’d found myself back in her flat, I already knew nothing was going to happen. we were suddenly talking about scott pilgrim. not in a 'remember that movie?' way. more like two people confessing to having grown up under it's ghostly instruction. the pastel dyed hair. the awkward niceness. the slightly sad boy at the centre of it all.i hadn't thought about that film in years. hadn't needed to. because it never left. it quietly rewired the circuitry of every awkward, curious, mildly depressed young person. i've been on dates, stood in smoking areas, where scott pilgrim crept into the conversation like a third person in the room. we're still playing out some haunted half-version of that film. we didn’t even have to name it. it had named us.
