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Anonymous10/15/25, 02:44No.41354864/repgen/ - repressor general
drinking edition
>QOTT: what is your drink of choice? how many have you had tonight?
last: >>41317495 [/lgbt/thread/41317495#p41317495]
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Anon10/15/25, 02:48No.41354895
Water, like 6 total today.
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Anon10/15/25, 03:10No.41355055
Something alcoholic preferably wine, but too broke right now so just coffee and water today.
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Anon10/15/25, 03:22No.41355125
straight vodka, have things to do tomorrow so has just been dr pepper
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Anon10/15/25, 05:54No.41355989
cyanide
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Anon10/15/25, 06:03No.41356017
4 meds and 3 beers
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Anon10/15/25, 07:07No.41356210
I drink tea to make my lungs feel better after so much smoking
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Anon10/15/25, 07:55No.41356351
Alcohol is yucky. I've been having blue red bulls recently
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Anon10/15/25, 09:20No.41356684
Nothing more annoying than normies thinking they are geniuses for accusing someone of being AGP.
>you have autogynephiliaAND? so what? What does this imply? They have absolutely nothing to elaborate on, but they love to use this term just to show that they have some kind of knowledge.It would be amazing if they produced a cure for AGP, since they condemn it so much.
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Anon10/15/25, 09:20No.41356686
What about being gay instead of trying to become a woman?
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Anon10/15/25, 10:47No.41357000
I WISH I WAS A WOMANthere's an asian supermarket near me that sells cheap soju so i've been enjoying that recently
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Anon10/15/25, 12:49No.41357377
Don't think I'm trans anymore
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Anon10/15/25, 13:48No.41357658
If I troon can I still listen to Godflesh?
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Anon10/15/25, 14:07No.41357779
thoughts?
>>>/gif/29631767
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Anon10/15/25, 15:25No.41358270
Why do prescribers freak out over a little suicidal ideation? Who doesn't have a little suicidal ideation. It's not that big of a deal
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Anon10/15/25, 18:39No.41359852
I don't know why I started fucking hrt before starting an ssri. I can tell ssris are going to help.
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Anon10/15/25, 18:40No.41359859
take your HRT, retards
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Anon10/15/25, 20:02No.41360572
https://discord.gg/N5YB3VXp
Place for reppers to shoot the shit. HRT takers not welcome
>inb4 ">discord"
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Anon10/15/25, 23:41No.41362916
I hope you guys aren't stupid enough to actually join these 4chan discords.
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Anon10/16/25, 02:08No.41364461
I dont like thinking about it because thinking about it make it hurt. It's fine if I just dont think about it.
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Anon10/16/25, 02:11No.41364484
just realized i've been subconsciously hopemaxxing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rI4NBcGF9c
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Anon10/16/25, 02:23No.41364585
Why does my brain always hit me with the tranny thoughts right as I'm starting to feel better? I'll starting thinking "maybe with (insert long list of obscure surgeries I'll never afford) I'll pass as a woman". Then I'll go look in the mirror only to be hit with the brutal reality all over again and feel like shit. I know and accept that I'll always be male, that IWNBAW, but they always come back.
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Anon10/16/25, 02:56No.41364777
I just wanted to vent somewhere because it’s hitting me hard today. I’ve been getting into more male-dominated hobbies since being able to move away from my family, cars, guns, etc and it’s been a blast…But now after just visiting my parents they, insisted i bring some old clothes back home, the frilly stuff from when I had a phase when I was 19 and I wanted really badly to fit in and tried to force myself to like kpop.I just unpacked and sat on the closet after the shower crying. I’m closer to thirty now. I’m a tiny little woman with a massive rack. I’m married to a cishet man who wants a family. Because that’s what you do, right? You keep on living the script and hope it makes it go away. I don’t know what i’m doing with my life. Some days I hope I get diagnosed with cancer and die soon so maybe in the next life I can be the person I want to be. To the point that I’ve been ignoring some health issues and pain because I hope it gets worse and worse and I die. I have so much resentment for my female body that I keep doing things I know are terrible for my health.That’s all.
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Anon10/16/25, 08:36No.41366573
miller light, anyone else miss iim sorry
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Anon10/16/25, 10:27No.41366977
Why do I have an interest in trans stuff if I don't want to transition? Some mild autism fixation? Gender ocd?
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Anon10/16/25, 12:22No.41367482
I dont care anymore I want to die
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Anon10/16/25, 13:51No.41367908
Don’t try to transition if you don’t soulpass already
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Anon10/16/25, 16:54No.41369152
Don't try to transition unless you are already very androgynous in appearance
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Anon10/16/25, 17:03No.41369201
why cant i cum without a woman on the screen to self-insert holy shit can i just be gay i'm trying
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Anon10/16/25, 21:49No.41371676
kill me
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Anon10/16/25, 22:01No.41371800
we were so close to letting this thread die
is everyone done repping?
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Anon10/16/25, 22:02No.41371812
only on tiny first dose not even titrated up and already feeling shitty. ssri side effects suck
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Anon10/16/25, 22:11No.41371902
I can't stand having facial hair and having to stare at my deformed face while shaving every day, plus the razor burn and cuts.
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Anon10/16/25, 23:27No.41372616
ever think of killing others instead of yourself?
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Anon10/16/25, 23:36No.41372698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yhe7rcDUTeI
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Anon10/16/25, 23:56No.41372922
I'm taking a break from drinking for a bit because I accidentally got blackout drunk recently and was vomiting for like the entire next day
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Anon10/17/25, 00:17No.41373144
I think mostly it is social relational for me. I think I relate more to women, and felt forced to not have friendships with women growing up due to fears of seeming gay or people being weirded out by a normal friendship of people of opposite genders without it being romantic. I wished I could be friends with girls in the same way girls were friends with each other. And this causes great distress growing up. Then I heard about men that just make friends with women because they liked them romantically and just used them and didn't actually like women for who they were, and I thought that that was who I was, I was weird predatory guy that only wanted to be friends with women because I wanted to be with them and I felt ashamed. And I was attracted to women, so it was confusing for me trying to navigate relationships, and what to do if I develop feelings for friends and that feels weird and predatory and wrong. Now I feel I have done work on myself and no longer have these issues as much, but it's really hard to make friends as adults and I missed over decade of social experience and have to try and make it up. My tranny thoughts are not all relational, but I think the vast majority are
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Anon10/17/25, 00:18No.41373160
Does anyone here actually bother with hygiene anymore? I stopped for the most part a few months ago. People in my life already see me as the weird autism, so why put on airs? I’m completely dissociated from my body, have even been fully nude this week.
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Anon10/17/25, 00:31No.41373295
Transphobes blood? Hmm
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Anon10/17/25, 01:14No.41373710
Oh well. No use to keep ruminating over this. I made my choice. I should just try and live by it.
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Anon10/17/25, 03:18No.41374549
I hate seeing twinkoid trannies younger than me especially if they are gainfully employed or in a relationship. Idk someone who not only transitions but also gets a gf / bf is lapping me three times over in terms of life experience. I felt like such a helpless kid from ages 18-23 I have no idea how people do real life shit at that age. It hurts because it highlights how I am fundamentally incapable of self actualization.
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Anon10/17/25, 10:49No.41376679
I hate seeing twinkoid trannies because I wish that was me and also that I wish I was dating them
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Anon10/17/25, 14:27No.41377876
I don’t want to be a woman I just want to be myself but there is no self
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Anon10/17/25, 14:35No.41377947
brutal
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Anon10/17/25, 14:37No.41377968
icky has fetal alcohol syndrome facewhich i guess is the key to passing, just look like you are undeveloped or badly developed
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Anon10/17/25, 14:47No.41378036
it's another look at passgen then get drunk to escape the misery episode
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Anon10/17/25, 21:56No.41381257
I seethe every time I see amabs with defined waists and hips
t.triangular greek god build
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Anon10/17/25, 23:41No.41382115
boymoders have forced me from /mmg/ so i'm coming here and making it your problem
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Anon10/17/25, 23:49No.41382193
Does it ever get better or go away sisters? If I just accept myself as a gay man will that stop the tranny thoughts or do I just stay in the closet forever and be miserable?
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Anon10/18/25, 01:19No.41383030
Just watch and rot shrimple right?
Rule number 1 do nothing don't care
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Anon10/18/25, 01:44No.41383225
Haven't had any alcohol in almost a week, this is a huge problem and must be rectified soon.
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Anon10/18/25, 01:48No.41383264
It’d be awesome if AGP was entirely a fetish. Imagine being able to get a nut off and not be dysphoric for the rest of the day. Would be historic.
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Anon10/18/25, 02:03No.41383417
If you hadn’t had dydphoria as a kid you aren’t repressing your are being rational about it
Only those with women brains and actual dusphoria should even be considered reppers, I’m talking castration attempt at 14 from puberty fucking their brain or something
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Anon10/18/25, 02:08No.41383463
What the fuck is that image? Did you make it yourself? What's up with the crushed cans?
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Anon10/18/25, 02:49No.41383738
Since we're on the topic, has anyone here actually ever attempted to do a diy orchiectomy? I'm seriously considering it, yes I know I'm mentally ill.
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Anon10/18/25, 03:05No.41383850
>family, community, national leaders, religion, teachers, and literally every source of teaching and morality implicitly or explicitly say crossing gender lines is wrong
>repress the pain of dysphoria and do nothing in response for the sake of others and what's right
>now permanently masculinized forever
>even if I were to try to transition now nobody would ever accept me as anything close to a woman and would instead just see me as an AGP freak
>literally impossible to change this fate
alternatively:
>don't listen to and don't care about any moral instruction given by other people
>act selfishly and just do whatever I want without ever once trying to swallow suffering for the sake of "what's right"
>take hrt early and become a passoid
>people freak out at first but eventually come over to accepting you
>"well you were always that way from an early age!" + "you're obviously a woman now" type statements would be madeI'm convinced that reincarnation is real and incarnating with gender dysphoria is merely meant to teach you the lesson that listening to morality and self-sacrifice is wrong or something.
Either way, I'm bitter and I hate anyone who tells others that they *should* do anything against what they want to do now.
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Anon10/18/25, 06:28No.41385017
fuck I really need to do nofap, I always relapse at the 1 month mark. If there's even a chance it can reduce AGP intensity it's worth it. Any tips?
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Anon10/18/25, 06:55No.41385147
>wish I could be a woman
>jealous of women just for being women
>feel bad about body sometimes
>uninterested in transitioning
>uncomfortable with the thought of being trans
>more comfortable with being a man
>understands some positives of being a man
transition is not right for all people who have gender dysphoria. I will always have to live with negative feelings about my gender creeping up but I'm not a terminal case and would rather be depressed than be trans
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Anon10/18/25, 07:20No.41385250
If Estrogen didn't destroy your dick I'd probably have trooned out already, I was very close to doing it but that convinced me not to + the fact I don't really want a vagina that badly (most of the time). I don't want a retarded fake axe-wound vagina either and the thought of that being forced on me or having doctors trying to convince me to get bottom surgery would make me wanna kill myself honestly.
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Anon10/18/25, 07:31No.41385302
i saw anon's blue headphones thread and bought beige headphones
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Anon10/18/25, 18:39No.41388159
I don’t think I could ever look my doctor in the eye and tell them “I want to transition.”
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Anon10/18/25, 20:42No.41389187
anyone here a maladaptive daydreamer
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Anon10/18/25, 21:53No.41389847
holy shit korean bb creams are awesome, I was screwing around with makeup to try and hide beardshadow, but i looked horrendous because it made my acne scars stand out. But korean bb creams, don't make the acne scars look worse, they look the same, just with better more even color. I am going to screw around with tinted lip balm later. I look like a fucking vampire.
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Anon10/18/25, 23:36No.41390763
giwtwm
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Anon10/18/25, 23:47No.41390864
cola
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Anon10/18/25, 23:52No.41390929
Nothing about being rich or with supportive parents that get you on medication at 13 nothing about
every tranny being turbo public person jewtuber
gaymer influencer etc
nothing about being in right train in right place time and country
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Anon10/19/25, 00:01No.41391028
gigarepfuel
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Anon10/19/25, 01:10No.41391638
I really miss having friends. I never should have told anyone I was trans
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Anon10/19/25, 02:05No.41392129
got "ma'am"ed in public from behind today
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Anon10/19/25, 03:05No.41392594
do any of you think youll ever stop repping?
i dont think i ever will :(
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Anon10/19/25, 03:31No.41392788
I continue to watch The Haunting of Hill House.
I continue to be underwhelmed...
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Anon10/19/25, 03:36No.41392836
honestly never troon its not worth it all the pretty trannies will endlessly mock you for being a hon and cis people will never respect you.
t. manmoder
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Anon10/19/25, 03:43No.41392894
PINK WHITNEY!!!! ITS PINKKKKK!!!
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Anon10/19/25, 06:27No.41393853
Drinking cheap ass white wine while wasting time on the internet, I'm livin the dream.
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Anon10/19/25, 06:59No.41394058
i should probs sleep now
good night, friends
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Anon10/19/25, 09:26No.41394841
should reppers eat poop
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Anon10/19/25, 09:31No.41394859
tfw all my friends have degrees or high paying jobs and ive just wasted 10 years slowly driving myself insane.
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Anon10/19/25, 11:32No.41395511
>QOTT: what is your drink of choice? how many have you had tonight?
Tea. Black or red. Have about 8 cups a day. Bergamot is the best additive, hence Earl Grey is the best. Followed by cherry red tea. Then hibiscus. Then cranberry/raspberry/blackberry.I would rather not drink alcohol at all. Same with coffee.
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Anon10/19/25, 12:19No.41395723
>you will never make a cute innocent dubbed tiktok men goon to