I look very, very, very similar to her. At first I was afraid because it looks so much like me I was wondering if I'd been doxxed. Except I've never had straight across bangs like this. I do the classic part on one side of my head and I just have long hair that sweeps over. But aside from some minor facial differences, like my lips being bigger, and instead of my nose being more downward, it has a more boxy tip, and I have freckles on my face. This looks pretty much exactly like me. I swear to God, I hate it. I feel like I look so boring. I feel like my look, like especially my face and hair, just scream autism, but I don't know what else to do. I don't really see that many people who look like me actually doing anything different. I thought about doing some trends over the years, but whenever I try and do that hair down the middle part, I feel like I just look like an absolute dweeb and I hate it. I've never dyed my hair and I don't exactly think that would help. I don't really know how to do hairstyles because my mom never taught me and trying to learn on my own just feels very intimidating and I just end up getting frustrated because it's something that women should just know and I don't. I also don't really know how to apply makeup. I can do some rudimentary eye makeup, but that's really it because I wasn't taught. My mom raised me under this weird belief that only whores do their hair and wear makeup. Proper women just have their hair down or in utility styles. How do I get hot?