Anon01/15/26, 01:09No.11456223
I write for this community. I find the main issue is the content of what we're making. Very few people wear their fetish on their sleeves for good reason. You can put months of work into something, have it occupy your thoughts, then finally put it out there. For what? Only for a few favourites or a comment that is so autistic that you take pride in being normal.And that's it. Next project, same fetish, same thing: girl get bigger. You start asking questions. Is there any merit to this? Am I a freak? Why bother making any of this? I can't make a living out of this without pushing super hard, but then my full-time job is my fetish? Is this my forever hobby?And then you don't feel like making anything for months or years.Imagine the existential dread of being an artist, but add sexuality, a fetish that makes your art impossible to tie to your identity without shame, and autists.In my experience, the only way to make things consistently is to not lose sight of what this is: a fetish. Make the art. Enjoy making it. Enjoy sharing it. And don't have big ideas about turning it into a movement, or a living, unless you literally have nothing to lose.I think that's what shits me about the direction Azmaybe took. Normalising growing women. Like the furries trying to get the normies to 'understand' them. Fuck, can you imagine if everyone in the world had a growth fetish and talked about it openly?
