Anon03/01/26, 13:13No.11479305
Maybe fishing for some thoughts here, but...I recently was rewatching the show Altered Carbon, and for some inexplicable reason, during the last couple episodes, I had a realization after a familiar stirring that it was probably the closest to the setting and circumstance if an ultimate fucked up fantasy of mine I've had since probably my late teens.During the whole Head in the Clouds segments, and seeing the synth sleeves, it made me think to a long buried sexual desire to be kidnapped and forcefully feminized by either black op government experimentation or black market corporate interests. To just be taken and turned into a sissy sex sleeve to fulfill the fantasies of fucked up people. Turned from ordinary boy to a true sissy "girl" through advanced technologies and psychological procedures, complete with the useless clitty trope. Nothing but a sex slave that will only exist to suck cocks and get fucked in the ass nonstop, kept eternally youthful until I'm expired.And it kinda annoyed me, because this is such an absolutely niche fantasy that literally does not exist in any media, as far as I'm concerned, nor any literature either.The idea of black market/ black ops kidnapped sissification has been such an incredibly powerful yet eluding fantasy for me. Can't even find it in AI slop piles either. Closest I ever got was AI role-playing bots, but even then they deviate away from the core concept over time.It was just so frustrating. The vast majority of sissy/feminization content almost always is some combination of family member, bully, or wife/gf ntr.The former two does almost nothing for me, but the last one I work with. But I want it especially in conjunction with the above mentioned setting and context. And it literally just doesn't exist.Thoughts?