Anon05/11/26, 17:56No.5123997
>Want to get into plant breeding since it seems cool to try to develop something that is at least somewhat unique, even if its not really new or special
>Look into what might be needed and what plants it would work well with, especially ones that grow quicker and have shorter life cycles
>Start to get overwhelmed by possibilities
>Start thinking about ticking clock, how there are only so many more years left in my life span if I wanted to really get into this
>Keep holding off and making excuses
>All the while the clock is ticking
>Still haven't even settled on a plant to try this on, let alone actually planting anything
>The clock keeps ticking, possibilities shriveling up each year
>I'll start next year though, just you wait
>Starting to really think about what it means to die and how little time I have left
I thought growing plants was supposed to be relaxing.It took me about a month to post this too, I kept thinking about it but didn't do it. I'd say I want to kill myself but I'll probably never get around to it.